this?â When she spoke, her eyes blinked rapidly, her neck snapped from side to side, and she looked less than thrilled. She might as well have been looking at a blow-up doll rather than a bike.
His heart sank. âI just bought it,â he explained. âItâs a BMW motorcycle.â
âI can see that.â She folded her arms across her chest, expressing her disapproval. âWhy did you feel the need to get a motorcycle? Are you going through an early midlife crisis or something? My God, if you do this at turning thirty-five, what in the world are you going to do when you turn forty?â
Her words stung, and he found himself questioning his motives for wanting that bike at this stage of his life. How did she know that a part of him felt like he was getting old and turning into his dad? Nothing against his pops; he had the utmost respect for him as a man and a father. As far as Greg was concerned, he couldnât have asked for a better role model to teach him how to be a man. Gregâs point of contention was that he never knew the biker side of his dad. He only knew the disciplinarian and provider side. And now, here was his father, well over sixty, and no matter how much the family moved around and changed residences, that beloved bike remained covered up and parked.
He refused to fall into that same trap. Before he and Shania started having children, Greg wanted to cross off a few more items from his bucket list, like owning a bike. What was the point of only existing in life when a person had the opportunity to actually live it?
âIâI,â he stammered, unable to get his words out. He couldnât believe that she had tripped him up like that. He felt like punching himself in the face for acting like such a coward. Franklin was right. Man up , he demanded.
âAnd furthermore,â Shania continued, still working her neck, âhow dare you make such a major, and dangerous , decision without consulting me?â She rolled her eyes. âBut I canât solely put the blame on you, because I know that Franklin put you up to this foolishness.â
Greg felt the need to defend his friend. âFranklin mightâve rooted me on, but Iâm the one who made the final decision.â
âOh really? So what should I do, applaud you?â
Greg sighed and dropped his shoulders. He pinched the bridge of his nose and stared up at the sky. âBabe, I donât want to argue with you.â
âThen you shouldnât have purchased this bike.â She dug her hands into her hips. âHow selfish and inconsiderate can you be?â
âWell, it is my birthday, sweetheart. Can I buy me something that makes me happy? Why are you making such a big deal out of it?â
âExcuse me?â She took a step away from him, and her face had lost its color.
He clenched his jaw. He and Shania didnât usually argue, and he didnât like hearing her speak to him in such a harsh tone. And the look on her face wasnât helping, either. He stared down at his feet and pretended to become entranced by a tiny weed that had sprung up from a thin crack in the pavement. A million thoughts raced through his mind as he tried to figure out a way to restore the peace in their relationship while keeping his bike.
âShania, Iâve been wanting a bike for a while now, and I know you might notââ
She halted her hand inches from his face. âThe last thing I want to do is stand in the way of your happiness, but I wish you wouldâve talked to me about this first.â Her sable eyes stared into his light brown ones. She tossed her hands up and sighed. âYou had to know that I wouldnât be okay with this. For Christâs sake, my parents have already been taken from me. I couldnât deal with another phone call telling me that someone I love so dearly has been taken from me. I canât, Greg . . .â Her voice trailed off, and she