who wasâeverybodyâs darling. Never judged her mother, or anyone, with that harsh adolescent scorn that so wounds the parents who adore them.
Marianneâs voice was low, liquidy-sweet and apologetic. She was calling from Trisha LaPorteâs house, where sheâd spent the night. The St. Valentineâs prom at Mt. Ephraim High had been the previous night, and Marianne Mulvaney had been the only junior elected to the King and Queenâs âcourtâ; it was an honor, but Marianne had taken it in stride. Sheâd stayed over in town as she usually did for such occasionsâdances, parties, football or basketball games; she had numerous girlfriends, and was welcome anywhere. Less frequently, Marianneâs friends came out to High Point Farm to spend a night or a weekend. Corinne basked in her daughterâs popularity as in the warmth of sunshine reflected in a mirror. Sheâd been a gawky farm-girl lucky to have one or two friends in high school, self-conscious and homely; it was a continual amazement to her, her daughter had turned out as she had.
Michael Sr. objected: you were damned good-looking, and you know it. And you got better-looking as you got older. Howâd I fall in love with you, for Godâs sake?
Well, that was a wonder. That was a puzzle Corinne never quite solved. Thought of it every day for the past twenty-three years.
Marianne was apologizingâ that was a habit Corinne should try to break in her: apologizing more than was necessaryâfor being a nuisance. âTrishaâs father says heâll be happy to drive me home, but you know how icy the roads are, and itâs so farâI really donât want to trouble him.â Corinne said, âButton, honey, Iâll send one of your brothers.â âIs it O.K.? I meanââ âNo problem,â Corinne said, in a country drawl, ââ no problem.â (This phrase had become part of Mulvaney family code, picked up from some TV program by one of the boys and now everyone said it.) Corinne asked Marianne to say hello and give her warm regards to Lillian LaPorte, Trishaâs mother: a friendly acquaintance of Corinneâs from years ago, both women longtime P.T.A. members, active in the League of Women Voters, the Mt. Ephraim General Hospital Womenâs Auxiliary. She was about to hang up when it occurred to her to ask, belatedly, âOh, how was the prom, sweetie? Did you have a good time withâwhatâs-his-name? And how was the dressâhoney?â
Marianne had already hung up.
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Later, Corinne would recall in bewilderment this conversation, so matter-of-fact andâwell, familiar. So normal.
Of course, Marianne had not lied. Concealing a truth, however ugly a truth, is not the same as lying. Marianne was incapable of deliberate deception. If now and then thereâd been the slightest trace of what you might call subterfuge in her it was a sign she was protecting someone: usually, of course, as they were all growing up, her older brothers. Mikey-Junior whoâd been quite a handful in his teens (âFirst âMuleâ was our bundle of joy,â Corinne used to joke, sighing, ânow heâs our boy-oh- boy !â), Patrick, poor sweet-shy short-tempered Pinch, whoâd had a tendency since kindergarten to blurt out things he didnât mean, truly didnât mean, not just to his family, which was bad enough, but to his classmatesâeven to his teachers! Even, one memorably embarrassing time, when heâd been no more than ten, a cutting, shrewd remark (âHow do you know, did God tell you ?â) put to a Sunday school teacher at the Kilburn Evangelical Church. (Corinne was a passionate ânondenominational Protestantâ as she called herself, with a weakness for remote country churches; she dragged the children in her wake, and they seemed happy enough. Michael Sr. was never involved in these infatuations, of course: