at me and says, âWell, if youâre so goddamned set on beinâ part of the White Manâs world, youâve got to have you a White Manâs name. Walkinâ Wolf might be a mighty fine name for a Comanche, but it ainât no kind of name for a White Man.â He worked his chaw real thoughtful for a second. âYou wouldnât happen to know your real name, would you? No? In that case, weâll have to come up with a name on our own. Wouldnât be the first time a manâs named himself out here ⦠Letâs see now ⦠Williamâs a good name. But youâre too young for a serious first name like that. How about Will? Naw ⦠You look more like a Billy to me. Billy. Yeah, that sounds good! But Billy what? Smith and Jones are popular, but not exactly what Iâd call distinctive. You want yourself a handle that folksâll remember â¦â Buffalo-Faceâs bloodshot eye wandered about the camp, his gaze finally settling on the cookfire. He grinned suddenly, displaying tobacco-stained teeth. âThatâs it! Skillet! Billy Skillet! How that sound to you, Walkinâ WolâI mean, Billy?â
I gave it a thought, rolling the name around on my tongue for effect. Billy Skillet. Damned if it didnât feel good in my mouth. âI like it.â
Buffalo-Face let out with a laugh like a wild ass in heat. âThen thatâs who you are, by damn! Billy Skillet! And donât let no one tell you otherwise!â
So thatâs now I got my White name. Here I was, barely fifteen years old, and I already had me threeâpossibly fourânames. Thatâs as many, or more, than a Comanche brave gets in a whole lifetime.
At the end of four weeks, weâd finally come within passing distance of a White settlement big enough to think it was a town. Buffalo-Face took me up on a rise that overlooked the slap-dash collection of wood houses and dirt streets.
âThat thereâs Vermilion, Texas. White folks live there. Few Meskins, too, but mostly Whites. Youâll excuse me if I donât walk you down to the city limits. I donât do no tradinâ with White folk in Texasâexcept for the Spaniards. Theyâre pure out-and-out businessmen, them Spanish. Donât give a ratâs ass what color a manâs skin is, long as his coins are silver or gold. Donât care if youâre selling liquor and guns to Injuns, either. Manâs business is a manâs business.â
Buffalo-Face turned to look at me, shaking his head sadly. âYouâve been good company on the trail, boy. Iâm sorry to see you go. I just hope you donât turn mean-crazy once you get yourself civilized. I reckon there are kindly White folks out there, somewheres. Lord knows, I never run across one. But, then again, I ainât never seen an elephant, neither. Mebbe your luck will be betterân mine on that count. Just remember what I told you, and youâll stand a halfway decent chance dealinâ with âem.â
I threw my arms around his wide, scarred shoulders and hugged him as I would my own father. âThank you for giving me my new name, Buffalo-Face.â
âShoot, tâwerenât nothing, son.â Suddenly his smile disappeared and he wagged a tobacco-stained finger in my face. âBut whatever you do, donât tell âem youâve been keepinâ company with a Black feller who sells guns to Injuns! All thatâll do is put you on the wrong foot from the get-go!â
With that, he returned to his oxcart laden with contraband. The last I saw of him, he was spitting tobacco juice and snapping his whip over Goodness and Mercy, cursing a blue streak. We never met again, although I heard, years later, that he had run afoul of White settlers in Oklahoma, whoâupon learning he sold guns and ammunition to the Comanche and Apacheâlynched him from the nearest cottonwood tree.
Chapter Four
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