folks out here, but at least I can spit without hittinâ one of âem.â He then demonstrated this statement, yet again. âI can be my own boss and do as I please. If White folks could look inside my head and see how much I hate âem, Iâd be hanginâ from the nearest cottonwood fasterân a jackrabbit. So instead of shootinâ Whites and burninâ their homes to the ground, I get my satisfaction by peddlinâ guns to the Injuns. Way I sees it, they got as much reason as me to be fond of Whites.â
That night we set up camp. Buffalo-Face served up beans, dry bread and hot coffee. Iâd never had coffee before, and I promptly spat it out. Buffalo-Face laughed as I grimaced and wiped my mouth with handfuls of grass. âGive yourself a week, son, and youâll be suckinâ it up like it was motherâs milk!â
I liked Buffalo-Face. Outside of a Mexican boy stolen from a ranchero during one of our winter encampments, he was the only non-Comanche I had ever spent any time with. I wondered if I should tell him I was a skinwalker, but I remembered Medicine Dogâs warning concerning who I showed my true skin to. Buffalo-Face wasnât a White, but he wasnât an Indian, either. I fell asleep, pondering the question of whether I should tell him more about myself.
When I awoke, the coffee pot was on the fire but Buffalo-Face was nowhere to be seen. I found him down by the creek, stripped to his waist, washing his face and upper body. His muscular back was covered from shoulder to waist by scars that ran from rib to rib. The wounds were very old, some of them five or six deep in places. I watched him for a few more seconds, then returned to the camp.
When Buffalo-Face came back, he had put his shirt back on and was shrugging into his braces. He bent to pour coffee into a dented tin cup. âYou sure you want to go ahead with this plan of yours? You seen the stripes on my back when I was washing at the creek. Thatâs what White folk had to offer me.â
âMedicine Dog told me that Whites are crazy. Is this true?â
Buffalo-Face nodded and swallowed his coffee, grimacingâwhether from the bitterness of the brew or his memories was impossible to say. âThat they are. But not fall-down, foam-at-the-mouth crazy. Whites are singular creatures. They ainât part of nothing but themselves, not even other Whites. Mebbe thatâs what makes âem act so snake-bit.
âLet me give you a bit of free advice, son. Whatever you do, always watch your back. Whites may hate niggers, Injuns, kikes and chinksâbut that donât mean they love their own kind. If they can find a way to get what they want and leave you bleedinâ and nekkid in the snow, they will. Whites ainât out for no one but themselves. Bear that in mind whenever youâre dealinâ with âemâdonât matter if theyâre a man of the cloth, an old spinster lady or a youngâun in knee pants. Whatever you do, donât trust âem any farther than you can throw âem.â
I spent most of the next four weeks learning to speak Englishâat least talk it good enough to get myself understood. Buffalo-Face was astonished at how quickly I picked up the lingo. I didnât realize it at the time, but I have a natural aptitude for learning languages. At last count, Iâve become fluent in thirty-seven, including Swahili, Mongolian and Aborigine.
On the second week on the trail together, we were drinking hot coffee and studying the stars overhead. Iâll always remember that nightâhow the air smelled of ox dung and coffee grounds, the sound of tobacco juice sizzling in the campfire. I was enjoying the best of both worlds thereâIndian and Whiteâwithout knowing it. I knew there was no way it was going to last forever, but I had no idea how long itâd be before I would know such peace again.
Suddenly Buffalo-Face looks