the hook. âYou knew what I was going through and you let me.â
Tenn looked pained. âI wonât make excuses for what I did. You came here for help. Helpâs what I gave you,â he said firmly, and then he softened. âThere was shit to figure out, Calla.â
âThereâs always shit to figure out. You let me think he was dead.â
âThat was for your own good. And itâs this assholeâs goddamned fault.â Tenn pointed at Cage, who shrugged apologetically. Tenn went to smack him in the back of the head, but Cage ducked in time.
Ducked, and still defended Tenn, telling me, âItâs not his fault.â
I refused to let Tenn off the hook, mainly because it meant dealing with Cage. âIf he knew you were alive and didnât tell meââ
âYou think it was easy, letting you cry yourself to sleep every night?â Tenn announced, and that hung in the air between us. âAnd youââ He pointed to Cage. âDonât get a big head over that.â
I stared at Cage, watching Tennâs words register on his face. Then he relaxed again and said, âAs much as Iâd love to let you two kiss and make up, Iâve got to get Calla out of here.â
He took what seemed like a single stride over to me, and before I could move he had a hand on my arm, his grip on my biceps gentle but unmoving.
If the electricity that sparked between us was any indication of what could happen if I was alone with him again, I was in trouble. And as much as I didnât want to know that right now, attempting to jerk away from his touch would only prove thatI couldnât. I was tired of proving my inadequacies, tired of always knowing that the other shoe always dropped. âYou ruined my life. And you scared me. Anything else youâd like to do while you have the floor?â
âYour life sounded pretty busted before I came into it,â he said. And as much as the truth hurt, I hated him for being right.
âSo did yours,â I shot back.
âYouâre right. You gave me something to fight for, Calla. Somethingâsomeoneâto come back to.â
âThis is crazy. You donât even know me.â
âI havenât stopped thinking about you since I hung up. I know what youâve been throughâI know itâs my goddamned fault, so Iâve got to make it right.â
âYou made me mourn you.â
âSo, whatâI donât know you, but you knew me enough to mourn me?â he asked.
I blinked, because . . .
yes
.
âYou really didnât fucking believe me,â he murmured. âI couldnât callââ
âMaybe not at first. But then it became more of aâyou
wouldnât
call, right?â When he didnât argue, I asked, âAfter you recovered, you had time to call. But you didnât. You considered breaking your promise, didnât you?â
âYes.â
I wasnât surprised he didnât deny it. I didnât know much, but I did know that the man in front of me was a straight shooter. And that he smelled so good I wanted to lean in and lick his neck. âWhy?â
âToo many reasons to go into.â
âJust because you were alive didnât mean that youâd end up coming for me,â I whispered.
âI said I would.â
âI donât count on promises.â
âYou need to start with mine,â he said firmly.
âYou need to start doing a lot of things,â Tenn said pointedly to Cage, who I swore growled. âThat shit doesnât scare me.â
âYou know it should,â Cage told Tenn pointedly. âCalla, weâre out of here.â
âI donât know if Iâm leaving with you.â
âYou donât know if youâre leaving with me,â he repeated, like disagreeing with him was such a rare occurrence that he didnât recognize it. Or acknowledge