is. No words, just a sad wail, the low notes of a violin being plucked with a tire iron. Itâs the only thing I want to listen to. I want to wrap myself in those notes and sleep forever. A hand moves from my chest to my neck. Iâve stopped struggling. I want to close my eyes. The shark charges at me like a silver bullet.
I shut my eyes and wait for the bite that never comes.
The nails cut into my chest as the arms let go. The shark flips around, magnificent, and slaps the creature with his great white fin. It pushes back a few yards, but it doesnât stop. It wails, screeches into the expanse of sea, stretching out so I can finally see her true form. I can see her . From head to fins. A mass of silvery-white hair spreads out around her face, so pale sheâs almost see-through. Her eyes radiate in the water, white as lightning with needle pinpricks in the center.
Her cheekbones are sharp and slope down to full blue lips that smirk at me. Sheâs long and slender, so skinny her bones look like theyâre trying to poke out of her skin. Her breasts are covered with slick silver scales that fade out at the slopes of her waist and bloom out to form her tail. Thereâs an impression of legs, like theyâre under there right up to the kneecaps and disappear down to long silvery fins.
She swims in circles, a figure eight, her silver silhouette like a flash of light dancing in the water. Like sheâs dancing for me. She stops inches away from me with that smirk still on her lips, telling me she knows everything I donât. She grabs my wrists softly, like sheâs going to pull me to her and kiss me. And I want her to. Iâve never wanted anything this badly before.
The silver mermaid smiles, and when she smiles there is nothing more terrifying than the rows of her razor-sharp teeth.
Sheâs holding my wrists when I wake up.
âYou almost took my head off.â Layla is staring at me with her giant hazel eyes. When we were little, I used to call her Bambi because her eyes were too big for her face and she was so skinny, almost frail-looking. Itâs just looks, though. Layla can swim almost as fast as I can. Almost.
Her hair is loose around her shoulders, thick and brown like fresh earth. Sheâs wearing a purple dress that ties around her neck and reaches all the way down to cover her toes. I am suddenly aware of my morning erection.
âWhat are you doing here?â
âWhat kind of a âgood afternoonâ is that?â
I look at the clock on my nightstand. Itâs 2:43 p.m. âHow long have you been sitting there, creeper?â I take an extra pillow and use it as a buffer between my erection and the world.
âYou wish.â
âIâm just saying.â
âI only just got here,â Layla says. âI told your mom Iâd pick up some chips and salsa on the way. My mom was still making her fancy Greek dip when I left, and my dad was sneaking a cigarette downstairs.â
âDoesnât your dad know by now that he canât keep anything from your mom âcause sheâs got that all-seeing third eye in the back of her head?â I ask.
âI actually think she gets a kick out of watching him squirm,â she laughs, âwhen she finds the butts hidden around the backyard.â
âJust like a woman.â
She punches me on the shoulder.
âIâm going to start charging you every time you hit me,â I tell her.
âThat would negate your purpose as my personal punching bag. And speaking of people whoâd like to use you as one, Maddy called me. Sheâs not coming because sheâs at her friendâs house.â
âSee! And she got all mad at me when I said friends. â
âYeah, but you say friends in a mean way. I say friends because I donât like her new friends .â
âWhatever. I donât need her crying all over the place, feeling guilty âcause Iâm not