here nice and early tomorrow to start work?â
âI canât wait.â Yes, sheâd better hope that long noses were going to be fashionable this year because the way she was going hers was going to be longer than her outstretched arm.
âAll you need is your laptop and a lot of patience. I do hope you like cataloguing.â
âI love it. Iâd hate to get in your way though, while youâre painting. I could work from the office or from mine if thatâs more convenient.â Please let it be more convenient.
âThereâs nothing to get in the way of. I havenât found a model yet.â The mockery slipped from Gaelâs voice, his frustration clear.
âOh.â
It was a sign. A big neon sign. He still needed a model and she, like it or not, needed his help. Hope took a deep breath. âLook, Gael. I hate to deprive you of the joy of wedding planning and it looks like weâre going to be spending some time together anyway so...â It was even harder to say the words than sheâd anticipated.
âSo?â
He knew, she could tell, but was no doubt taking some unholy satisfaction from making her spell it out.
âSo I can pose. For your picture. If you still want me after, well, if you still want me...â She wasnât going to own up to her virgin status again. She still couldnât believe she had mentioned it at all, said it out loud. To a complete stranger. A state of affairs she had barely acknowledged over the last few years, pushing the thought away as soon as it occurred. Her own secret shame. Hope McKenzie, old before her time, withered, sexless.
âAn intriguing offer.â
She tried not to grind her teeth. âNot really,â she said as breezily as she could. âI didnât exactly give you an answer, if you remember.â No, she had backed away, muttered something about needing to get things sorted,said,âThank you for the offer to take today to start planning and see you tomorrow, thank you very much...â and scarpered as fast as her feet could carry her, out of the studio and back to the safety of her own apartment.
âI thought your mad dash out of the studio was answer enough. Why the sudden change of heart?â
Hope never admitted to needing anyone; she didnât intend to start now. âYou need someone to start straight away and spend the next two weeks at your beck and call. Well, whether I like it or not I am already at your beck and call. It makes sense.â
âHow very giving of you. So youâre offering because itâs convenient?â
Her fingers curled into a fist. Heâd asked her âwhy on earth was she the one working to convince him? âAnd although I am more than capable of sorting this wedding alone it would be foolish of me not to use all the resources available. I barely know the city but you live here, your input could save me a lot of wasted effortâand this is the only way youâll help. Iâm big enough to admit that if I want Faith to have the best wedding possible then I need to involve you.â
âAnother altruistic motive.â Hopeâs cheeks heated at the sardonic note in Gaelâs voice. âAnd very laudable but youâve seen the other portraits. Sacrificial victim isnât the look Iâm going for. Itâs not enough for you to agree to pose. I need you to want it. Tell me, Hope. Do you want it?â His voice had lowered to a decadent pitch, intimately dark. Hope swallowed.
Did she want to pose for him? Lie on that chaise, his eyes on every exposed inch of skin?
Hope stared out through the black iron railings. She knew the view by heart. The buildings opposite, the tops of the trees. This was where she hung out with a coffee and a book or her laptop, too scared to venture out of the comfort zone sheâd carved for herself. She didnât mean to speak but somehow the words came spilling out. Another sad