am I going to work with him now? ”
“ By
being yourself. By being a
professional. ” She cupped my cheeks with the palms
of her hands. “ Look, I saw it. He was beyond unprofessional. He ’ ll hear all about it later, and he ’ ll either be
reprimanded for it or fired for it. That I promise you. You know
that when I give you a hard time, I ’ m only playing with you. You know it ’ s just me being
me. When I go off the rails, it ’ s just to loosen the
mood. But that man was being
serious. He meant to be cruel. He meant to humiliate you right before
you step in front of a camera. He
did that on purpose to get into your head. And I won ’ t
tolerate that. Once this shoot is
finished, he might be as well. ” She looked at her watch. “ Come on, my dear. We should go. ”
CHAPTER FIVE
Later that afternoon, after one
grueling mother of a photo shoot, Blackwell deemed it a success despite the
fact that Boss got so deep into my head before we began that I ’ d felt rigid and like
a fraud.
“ Excellent, ” she
said.
“ I
don ’ t
know, Barbara. ”
“ I
think you ’ ll
be pleased, ” Aura
said. She was a young woman of
Asian descent, and her vibe was nothing if not ahead of trend. Her hip look didn ’ t define the now — it
defined what was to come. I thought
she was stylish, kind, and beyond beautiful. The way she brought me out of myself was
as skillful as it was admirable, which was probably a good reason why she was
considered one of the world ’ s
best. The more I got to know her
during the shoot, the more I trusted her, felt at ease, and was able to have
fun.
But even in those moments of fun,
Marco ’ s
words were there.
“ I ’ m sorry, ” I
said. “ I ’ ve just never done
this. I think I could have done
better. ”
“ From
what I saw today? ” Aura
said. “ Fine — initially,
you were nervous. Most are. But then you really got into it. And from that moment on, as far as I ’ m concerned, we have
our choice of shots. ” She came over and hugged me. “ I know it ’ s
not easy at first. But you ’ ll see. There will be more shoots like this in
your career. I think you ’ ll be happy with what
we achieved today, and I hope that we can work together again soon. ”
“ Oh,
we will, ” Blackwell
said as she removed the diamonds from my lips with some kind of solvent. “ You ’ re
amazing, Aura. So kind. So precise. Such energy. I ’ ve seen the outtakes. I know we have something special here. Thank you for taking so much of your day
with us. I won ’ t soon forget it. ”
“ Please,
it was my pleasure. Lisa, I look
forward to reading your book. Would
you send me a signed copy? I ’ d treasure it if you
would. ”
Was she serious? Those were words I ’ d wanted to hear since
I was a kid. “ Of course I will. ”
“ Perfect. I ’ ll see you soon, I hope. ”
Both of us thanked her again, and
then we stepped out of the building and into the twilight of the night, where a
limousine was waiting for us at the curbside. The driver held the door open for
us. As I sat down next to
Blackwell, she asked me where I ’ d
like to be dropped off.
“ Your
apartment or Tank ’ s? ”
“ I
think you know the answer. ”
“ Yours
it is then. ”
“ Very
funny. ”
“ Now
listen, ” she
said to me. “ I need you to get some
rest tonight. Tomorrow is your
first editorial meeting with Boss. After the way things went down today, I have a feeling that he ’ s going to carve the
hell out of your book tomorrow, and he won ’ t be kind about it. ”
“ If
the edits are reasonable, I ’ ll
be behind them. I know that book
isn ’ t
perfect. I did my best when I
published it on my own, but if Boss can help me polish it and turn it into a
better book, I ’ m
all for it. ”
“ He
can