boxes marked âkitchen.â
I smother my Cheerios in a cascade of milk and open three drawers to find the silverware. Then I move a box so I can sit at the table. Mom sets her cup down and moves a box so she can sit across from me.
âWe need to do laundry,â I say.
âTomorrow. I promise. Thereâs a Laundromat not too far away.â
I smirk. âIn Wellington, everythingâs not too far away.â
âYou should shower.â Mom reaches over and runs her hand back and forth across my head, making even more of a knot of my dark curls.
âCanât. Itâs already 7:22. Donât have time,â I say between mouthfuls.
âSomeone is coming to hook up cable this afternoon. Youâll be home, wonât you?â
âWhere else would I be?â
âI donât know. I thought you might want to join a sports team or something.â
That came out of nowhere. I stop eating. âWhat kind of sport?â
âAny sport. Hockey? Basketball? It might be good for you.â
âAre you joking? Itâs not like Iâm going to become the next Wayne Gretzky just because we moved to Minnesota.â
âHow do you know if you donât try?â
âI canât skate and my ball skills are nonexistent. Howâs that for trying?â
Mom swirls her finger around the rim of her coffee cup. âIâve never pushed you to do anything you didnât want to do, Baxter. Iâm not that type of parent. Maybe I should have, though.â
Her voice makes me stiffen. She doesnât play the guilt card often, but I can hear it coming out now.
She straightens up. âDid I tell you I used to play volleyball in high school? Itâs a good feeling to be part of a team, to work together toward a common goal. You could use that type of experience.â
âI was in the Cub Scouts in California,â I remind her. âFor two years.â
âScouting isnât a sport.â
âOkay, itâs not volleyball, but thereâs definitely a competitive edge to getting that traffic safety badge.â
That doesnât even get a small laugh. Mom purses her lips. âOkay, maybe something other than sports. Newspaper club or Debate. No, forget Debate. I donât know, Baxter. You spent the last few years cooped up at home except for the time you spent at the research center with Dr. Anderson and your tutor. Three years of watching old sitcoms on TV. But now you have a clean slate, a chance to start fresh. To do something different.â
Her pity seeps across the table and into my bowl of cereal, making a soggy mess of the Cheerios. What she really means is that I have the chance to be something different. Someone besides who I am: the Memory Boy.
I put down my spoon. My stomach feels bloated, as though the cereal has expanded. Mom takes a small sip of her coffee. Sheâs watching me, hoping for something that I canât give her. Her look makes me feel guilty. I ratted on her boyfriend and now sheâs moved us to northern Minnesota, the opposite end of the earth. Sheâs left her friends and family and her job and Dinkâwell, he was the main reason we moved. But she did all that, mostly for me.
So I say what she wants to hear, even though itâs difficult because I know itâs a lie, and I have to grit my teeth to get it out before it escapes back inside.
âOkay.â I force a half smile. âIâll find something. Maybe they have an art club.â I figure itâs the least I can offer after all sheâs done for me. Momâs always considered herself somewhat of an artist, so sheâll love the idea of art club, if Madison High has such a thing. I can slop some paint on a piece of paper, even though Iâm not artistic in the least.
Momâs face brightens. âI have a feeling this place is going to be great for both of us. Just donât forgetâyouâre not the Memory Boy