highest branches of the dense rainforest, drawing him toward something resembling destiny, but not quite as fixed and fated. Not something inevitable, but something he could make real.
He dreams of the kinkajou, and this journey through thetrees, often. Each visit to this peculiar sanctuary of purpose feeds him and sustains him. It reminds him that there is a worthwhile goal to the things he drives himself to do.
The dreams are remarkably vivid, and he always remembers them. That, in and of itself, is a gift heâs grateful for. Itâs not just the vibrancy of the sights that makes it so palpable, but the chirping, screeching, singing sounds of nocturnal life around him. The scent of the trees and the ground far below, so earthy, yet unearthly. The feel of the branches on his hands, feet, and tail. Yes, his tail, for he has caught up with the kinkajou now. He has become the creature, and becoming it makes him whole.
He knows what comes next. The edge of the forest, the edge of the world. But this time somethingâs different. A feeling begins to well up inside of him. A foreboding thatâs way too familiar in his life, but unknown here, until now.
Something acrid wafts toward him now on the breeze. The stench of smoke. The soothing blue light around him is tainted to lavender then maroon. He turns behind him to see a forest fire that stretches like a blazing wall in the distance behind him. Itâs still perhaps a mile away, but itâs consuming the trees with alarming speed.
The sounds of life become shrieks of warning and terror. Birds frantically take to the sky, but burst into flames before they can escape. Lev turns from the approaching firestorm, and leaps from branch to branch trying to outrun it. Branches appear before him exactly where he needs them to be, and he knows he could outrun whatever that fire is, were the forest canopy endless. But itâs not.
Far too soon he comes to the place where the forest ends at a cliff that drops off into bottomless oblivion, and in the sky before him, just out of reach it seems, is the moon.
Bring it down, Lev.
He knows he can do it! If he leaps high enough, he can dig his claws into it and pull it from the sky. And when it falls, the shock wave it will create shall blow out the blaze like the breath of God blowing out a candle.
Lev gathers his courage as searing heat blooms against his back. He must have faith. He must not fail. On fire now, he leaps to the sky, and to his amazement he grasps the moon . . . but his claws donât dig deep enough to give him purchase.
It slips from his hands, and he falls, while behind him the fire consumes the last of the forest. He plummets from that world into an unfinished corner of the universe that not even dreams have reached.
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Levâs teeth chatter uncontrollably and he shivers with the force of convulsions.
âPlaying the castanets tonight, little brother?â says a figure standing over him. In the moment before time and place settle in his mind, he thinks this is one of his older sisters, and that heâs home, a much younger, much more innocent child. But in an instant he knows itâs not true. His sisters, along with the rest of his family, have disowned him. This is his Arápache sister, Una.
âIf I could shut off the air conditioner I would, but like everything else in this lousy iMotel, itâs automated, and for some reason the thermostat thinks itâs ninety-two degrees.â
Levâs too cold to speak yet. He clenches his teeth to stop from chattering, but is only partially successful.
Una grabs his blanket from where it has fallen on the floor, and covers him with it. Then she takes the bedspread and covers him with that as well.
âThank you,â heâs finally able to squeak out.
âIs it just the cold, or do you have a fever?â she asks, then she feels his forehead. Thereâs been no one for almost