use, beauty, the Other. So affect as a kind of virtual nomad, wandering in the desert of permanent techno-reification.
âUnderneath all reason lies delirium, and drift.â (Deleuze)
40.
In any case the ghosts are awake, and fearful. They seem to believe that they are about to disappear forever from our thoughts like mere clouds passing on the horizon, skipping autumn leaves. Although they are now distinct from each other, they fear they will soon be only a remnant archaic category, itself replaced by a new
generation that wafts around like so much decomposing smoke, detached from even the memory of the fire from which it rose. It will require a new name. This is what I am thinking while simultaneously aware of the fact that I do not believe in ghosts, nor do I know what the difference is between a ghost and a soul: two wayward nouns without objects. The new, renovated ghosts will be soulless and indistinct, mere zeros and ones for whom neither the peace of heaven nor the torture of hell makes any difference. These improved ghosts will have come from the old species as it set out to refine itself in the new age. Refine, and so be equipped to forget the treacherous complexities that made life before death nothing if not a vibrant passage of quixotic, mostly irresolute questions. The species will have tinkered among the twisted strands of the genome, pulling out unwanted threads, as it were, and replacing them with others, so that what was once a tapestry of variegated colors and textures will be as smooth and monochromatic as a pool of melted ice. The new nameless ghosts will float upon this pool.
41.
There was a leak in the kitchen ceiling from which water dripped into a red pail from time to time, making a slight splashing sound, rounded at the edges, so you could almost hear the indentation in the surface of the water as the drops fell. Some of the drops did not fall into the red pail at all, but fell instead onto the newspaper I placed on the counter under a second hole in the tin roof of the ceiling. The sound of this second leak, more infrequent than the first, was muted and flat.
III.
DEAR INSTRUCTOR
UNTITLED (SPOON)
Dear instructor, how to
clarify this momentum from its
singularity among thieves.
The tide was pink this evening.
I saw three deer, a rabbit, and a fox.
A visitor came, we spoke, he
gave me
amazing tomatoes
grown by the sun.
These mild occurences
and others insinuate
the forgotten as the retrieved and
the impossibility of any recovery
as such. I know, you are lost.
I am lost as well. We need
a table. We need
objects on the table. Say a spoon.
to Peter Sweeny
OF SPIRITS
Dear instructor:
Pound said
There is no provision
for them
and made none.
Seek below
the inscrutable flood
a node broken from care.
Not the sensuous
not the damn dream gouged
not the backward angel.
Not yet ice.
Rake up air
discern the altered start
tether it
word by word
to go on or beyond
reluctance.
Attach reception.
Animate.
LETTER (IN PRAISE OF PROMISCUITY)
Dear instructor,
no one is faithful. This is not auto-
biography. Thereâs a clumsy note
on your doorstep
beyond orange bags at the roadside and
and this
apology for wanting to
to have spoken to you sooner.
Weâre sutured now.
A calm of sorts has taken hold and
and yet
technology is fevered.
Thought wishes everything were
were everything French
as in the living dead of the sad least genre.
The poem greets its bouquet.
I am thinking of floral wreaths.
They seem to have a story.
The story is not heartland pure.
The story yields a structure and
and the structure seems infinite.
The floral occasion is a circle.
This would be a trope for
everlasting or undead love
but the boy is gone. He stepped out over
over a crest of ocean into our own
perdition while we slept. In sleep, the lover
comes back. At first the lover is
is a cruel and indecipherable metonymy.
Then, or after, he seems
seems released