except,
Rachel:
Good to hear. Please be in touch if you figure out how you feel. You really did wonderfully today.
David
Then, something terrible happens. I receive a notice and she has paid me for the session. Except, I don’t want her money. I want her . What’s worse, she’s paid double what she owes me. I sigh to myself, though I’m also pleased that she clearly got what she needed out of the discipline session.
I call Sparky inside; I need the company. He runs slower now, but still has his youthful playfulness. I pat the couch and let him jump up and cuddle against me. I wish I could call her or e-mail her more or do anything else but sit here and do nothing.
Professional , David , I remind myself. You’re a professional.
The following morning I have eased my mind about Rachel. She is a client, I am her disciplinarian, and that is that.
I have a client—Suzanne—scheduled for noon and I get ready for her. She’s been using my services for nearly three years now, off and on when she feels she needs it. Her husband is a wealthy man who travels a lot, so she tends to get herself into a bit of trouble when he’s gone. She annoys me, but she pays well. I wish my discipline had an effect on her, but I have my suspicions that she gets off on the whole thing sexually.
Her crime this time: she got together with her girlfriends and they all smoked some pot. I don’t think that’s such a criminal act, but she has sent me an e-mail explaining that she must be severely punished. My plan is to lecture the hell out of her and wallop her butt fiercely. I’d like her to tell me why she’s really coming to see me, though I know that would take the fun out of it for her.
I have a few different types of clients. My all-time favorite type is like Rachel. Innocent to the idea of being spanked, but open to it. Needing discipline, but unsure about it. Rachel will, in time, develop and understand that she needs what I give her. I like that she’s honest—that she can admit she doesn’t know how she feels.
Apart from the clients who need discipline, there are the ones who need to be punished for wrong-doings. This is my second favorite type. These clients overlap with the Rachel-types. Rachel, too, would need a punishment if she committed a specific crime. But these types don’t need ongoing discipline to keep their behavior up to their standards. These are women who want someone to hold them accountable for their actions. They seek redemption. For them, I deliver firm punishment sessions to help them get rid of their guilt.
The third type is like Suzanne. Suzanne does not actually believe she’s done anything wrong by smoking some dope with her girlfriends. No, she’s looking to be spanked because she enjoys it. While some of my clients in the first two categories do enjoy their punishments to a degree, they see a difference between an erotic spanking and a disciplinary session. Suzanne gets physically aroused during her discipline sessions, to the point where I have to make it clear to her that she will not be getting more from me ever . I usually feel a little dirty after sessions with her. Like I’m a gigolo or something.
My job is not always a pleasant one. However, clients like Rachel really make it worth all of the Suzannes I face. I’m sure I’ve brightened up Rachel’s life with my work and I’m also confident she’ll come back. I just hope it will be sooner rather than later.
Suzanne is right on time at noon. She’s dressed in tight blue jeans that I know she’ll want me to yank off her. In spite of the ways she annoys me, she is a beautiful woman and is also quite fun to chat with. She greets me with a peck on the cheek and I discreetly wipe her lipstick off my skin. Her curly blond hair bobs as she walks and she’s got on this flowery blouse that is so revealing I can see the entire outline of her bra.
“So you got my note, Mr. Jacobs?” she asks sweetly.
That’s right. I forgot