usually fucked up. âYou understand what Iâm saying, donât you, Betsy?â he almost pleaded.
âSure. Send a gift, but donât visit.â
Sinclair was on his feet, but my dad, who had his back to that part of the room, didnât notice. Poor survival skillsâoutside of the boardroomâthat was my father. Jessica reached out and tugged, hard, on his jacket, but Sinclair didnât budge.
âItâs okay,â I added, waving Sinclair back downâbut he still didnât budge, the stubborn tick. âI didnât want to go, anyway.â
Dad relaxed and smiled at me. âWell, of course, thatâs what I assumed.â
âOf course.â I gave him a wintry smile in return, which, I was glad to see, backed him up a step. âThanks so much for stopping by. My love to whatâs-her-name.â
âBetsy, youâve never understood Antoniaââ
âI understand her fine.â
âNo, I donât think someone like you could ever understandââ
âMr. Taylor!â We all jumped. The crockery had practically rattled. And my dad had nearly swooned again. âI demand you retract that statement at once, or I will be forced toâwhat are you doing?â
Jessica had jumped on Sinclairâs back in an attempt to forestall the lecture (or possibly the maiming). She was clinging to him like a skinny black beetle, all arms and elbows and knees, and he shook his head, which nearly dislodged her. âReally, Jessica. Could you climb down?â
âPromise you wonât finish that sentence,â she whispered in his ear. âTake it from me. It wonât do any good, and it might make things worse. She can handle him.â
Anybody else would have said something like, âHello, Iâm standing right here!â but my dad, the master of ignoring what was in his face, didnât say a word. He brushed a piece of lint off his shirtsleeve and examined his Kenneth Coles, which were glossy with shoeshine, while my best friend climbed my consort like a premenstrual monkey.
âI certainly will not. She is my consort and my queen, and he is treating her likeââ
âSo,â my dad interrupted, cutting Sinclair off, which nobody ever got away with except me, âIâll tell Antonia you said hi.â
âWhy?â I asked, honestly curious.
You have to understand, itâs not like my dad was incredibly brave or anything. He had a pissed-off billionaire and a vampire king in the room, but it didnât phase him, because it was beneath him. He could just close his mind to anything remotely unpleasantâor even interesting. Iâd gotten used to my fatherâs oblivious ways by the time I was thirteen, when I realized heâd tossed my mom, and the Ant was going to be my stepmother. Since he was the only dad I had, I put up with a lot. But, to be fair, so did he.
âIt wonât be like the last time,â my dad continued, sounding almost cheerful. âShe was all alone last time, but this time Iâm here, and sheâll have all the support she needs. I just wish you could understand what sheâs been through, how hard sheâ¦sheâ¦â He trailed off as I stared at him, as he realized heâd just made a fuckup of truly heroic proportions.
âSheâs been pregnant before?â I asked, almost gasped.
Jessica did gasp. âGet out of town!â
âNoâno, she didnâtâ¦I mean, I wasnâtâshe wasnâtâweâweââ
âWas there a baby?â Sinclair asked quietly, and good as he was, my dad couldnât ignore that and turned around to face him, moving stiffly like a puppet whose strings were being jerked. Which probably wasnât that far from the truth.
âYes.â
âAndââSinclair took a step closer (Jessica was still hanging on to his back, gaping over his shoulder at my dad) and