that he really needed light. He knew the layout of the house like the back of his hand. Finding his way to his old room, Ty threw his hat and phone on the chair, kicked off his boots, and stripped down to his boxers.
Feeling his way to the bed, he flung himself full-length onto the mattress with an exhausted groan, startling the moment his outstretched arm made contact with a solid form. He bolted upright with an exclamation and reached for the bedside lamp. The light flicked on just as Monica sprang from his bed in a break for the door, and then tripped over his cast-off boot.
Half a second later he was glowering down at her. âMonica? What the hell were you doing in my bed?â
She blinked sheepishly into the blinding light. âI . . . ah . . . was exploring the house and got a little sleepy. Must have been the scotch,â she said, her cheeks flaming.
âThere are six bedrooms in this place. I canât help wondering why you picked mine. You couldnât make it ten more feet down the hall to the guest bedroom? Not that Iâm complaining, mind you, I just donât like this âcome hither, go awayâ game you seem to be playing.â
âThatâs not what this is,â she protested, even as her gaze slid slowly over his near naked body. âI came in here because I was curious. I wanted to know what it was like for you growing up here.â
He held out his hand to help her to her feet, his weary body coming back to life the moment his fingers closed over hers. âIf thereâs something you want to know, all you have to do is ask me,â he said. âDidnât I prove that just one night ago?â
âYes,â she agreed. âYou did, but I thought it was mostly the booze talking. Sometimes people under the influence say things they really donât mean.â
âMaybe the booze unlocked my lips, but I remember every word I said, Monica. I not only remember it, but I meant it. Do you need to hear it again to believe me? I still want you,â he continued. âYouâre the only one I want, and itâs damned near making me crazy.â
âMe too, but I donât want to do this again, Ty. Weâre no good together.â
He stroked his hands down the length of her arms, watching a trail of gooseflesh form. âI donât know if youâre trying to convince me or you. Either way, itâs not working. If you want me, all you have to do is say so.â
âPlease Ty, I really canât.â She pressed her hands against his chest.
The contact with his body only made him itch to have her hands slide up and around his neck. He tamped back the powerful urge to wrap his arms around her and pull her in close.
âYet youâre here. In my room.â He added softly, tracing a finger over her lips. âWaiting in my bed.â
âI wasnât waiting for you!â she protested. âI told you I just wanted to know more about your life here with Tom. I canât help feeling a little jealous that you had him for all those years and I didnât.â
âThereâs no need to feel that way,â he said. âSure, Tom was like a father to me but youâre his flesh and blood.â
âI feel so resentful,â she confessed. âI lost something that I can never, ever replace.â
âThat makes two of us,â he said. âBut itâs time to move on. You know as well as I do that Tom would have wanted that.â
âAnd thatâs why I came here,â she said. âTo say goodbye and then to move on.â
âBack to New York?â
âYes.â
âAnd that asshole, Evan? Are you back with him?â
âNo, Iâm not back with Evan. When I left Vegas with him it was only to return to my job. Weâre not back together as a couple.â
His gaze narrowed. âBut youâre thinking about it?
âI havenât decided,â she