this room.â
âI mean your fingers. Iâm learning to play the piano.â
âOhâwell, thatâs very nice, Lucresse. I guess itâs all right if you sit there, as long as you pay attention to our songs too.â
âI will. I really will.â
âItâs all right with you, isnât it, Janet?â Miss Bunce said.
âOh, sure. It really is,â Janet agreed, sticking the toe of one shoe through the open back of my chair.
After the last bell that afternoon, I dashed back to Miss Bunceâs room and offered to stack the songbooks for her. She let me. I asked her if she studied music when she was nine. She said yes. I told her I hoped Iâd be as tall as she was when I grew up and that her hands were beautiful. She looked at me with mild, not displeased, surprise.
âIs there anything else I can do for you?â I asked.
âNo. Just donât squirm in class while the leaves sing âWelcome, Sweet Springtime.âââ
âI wonât,â I promised, and I could hear my breath going in and out.âBut there is something else I can do for you, Miss Bunce. I can play the piano for the singing while you lead, if you just show me how.â
Her head jerked up nearer the ceiling. âShow you how ?â
âOh, Iâm sure I can playâitâs just that I donât know what yet, if you see what I mean,â I said reassuringly.
Probably from a reasonable urge to get rid of me as promptly and kindly as possible and get home, she suggested that I play something for her.
I sat down before the orderly keys, my hands in my lap. I was in no rush. I judged it would take her at least an hour to teach me all I needed to know to beat the keys into ringing sound the way she did. âWhat shall I play?â I asked. âWhich ones?â
âYou mean, which keys ?â she said, her voice catching. Then she smiled. âAll right, Lucresse. Play C-sharp.â
âWhat?â
âLucresse, you havenât had piano lessons, have you?â
âNot until now.â
âDonât you see? If you want to play the piano, you need instruction.â
âYes. Sure.â I thoroughly agreed. âSo I can play the accompaniment and you can lead the singing better.â
âNow, Lucresse, what Iâm trying to tell you is that we donât give piano instruction in the public school system. Do you have a piano at home?â
âNo,â I said desperately.
âI see,â she said, examining my suffering eyes, my dress, my good shoes, and doubtless reckoning that my family, like most families enduring the recent downturn of the economy, was forfeiting other pleasures to clothe me so well. âThere is instruction in the trombone and trumpet, starting in the sixth grade. Why donât you wait until next year and study one of those instruments?â
Not only did I not wish to explain that I had reason to believe Iwouldnât be in the sixth grade in this schoolâs system, but I was now overwhelmed with desire to play on the provocative keyboard.
âBut I donât want to play something you blow,â I said, trying to cry. âI want to play the pianoânowâso I can play it for the program. I want to the way Ben wants to do the introductions and sing âWelcome, Sweet Springtimeâ by himself.â
âOh he does, does he?â
âAnd he canâif youâll let him. And I canâif youâll show me how.â
She turned her pinched face skyward. âWhy is it I canât get the people I need to work this way?â she asked heaven. âThe mothers on the costume committee, for example. The leotards came from the factory last Tuesday, but only the Lord knows if the wardrobe the ladies are supposed to be making will be ready on time.â
I ceased urging the tears that wouldnât come. âMiss Bunce, if youâll let Ben do the introducing