portrays the Kolkâa significant harbor in the seventeenth-centuryâearly in the morning, and nearly vacant. This reminds me of Wordsworthâs sublime but slightly strained sonnet âComposed Upon Westminster Bridge, September 3, 1802,â which describes smoke-choked nineteenth-century London with an oddly pastoral rhetoric: âThis City now doth, like a garment, wear / The beauty of the morning; silent, bare â¦â Both artists show us their cities in the best possible light, but they have to get up pretty early to do so.
But is the essence remoteness or unknowability? Thereâs nothing remote about The Girl with a Pearl Earringâ the exquisite maid who stands frozen, Eurydice-like, in a welter of conflicting passions. She couldnât stand any closer to me; her clear gaze couldnât seize me more directly.
Whether sheâs turning toward or away from me, though, I donât know. Impossible to know whether sheâs turning toward or away from the nothingness behind her.
In View of Delft , the comings and goings of men and women are dwarfed by a not altogether friendly sky. But what is realized is thrillingly realizedâif from across the waterâthe city vibrant with gold and russet. Again and again, Iâm overcome by desire to enter that city.
I stay in the Mauritshuis another hour, as my ability to concentrate comes and goesâand finally goes for good. In the cozy museum cafeteria, in the basement, I sit quietly, hoping a frothy double espresso can revive me. It doesnât. Iâm crashing, the long trip catching up with me. It feels like the weight of divorce, jet lag, and the peculiar loneliness of travel are suddenly bearing down. I nod, shudder with two or three convulsive yawns, and realize I have to leave.
4. Dr. Kees Kaldenbach
It looks, it feels like the first true summer afternoon of the year as I pedal through Amsterdamâs idyllic Vondelpark. Itâs Wednesday, the day before Iâm traveling to Delft. Iâm on my way to meet an art historian, Dr. Kees Kaldenbach, who lives a couple of blocks from the parkâs south gate. Heâs one of the best living critics of Vermeerâs work, and probably knows more about Delft, as Vermeer knew it, than anyone.
Dr. Kaldenbach opens the door. Heâs shy and lanky, looming above me as he ushers me into a large, high-ceilinged living room filled with art books and houseplants. Heâs awkward and tentative and repetitive in his movements. After offering me a drink (I ask for ice water, which baffles him. âAre you sure?â he asks), he makes a couple of protracted trips to the kitchen before informing me, with a vague wave of the hand, that the freezer is âdefrosting.â
Finally, he manages to provide a glass of slightly cool tap water, and sits down next to me on the sofa. Iâve come armed with a few questions but canât seem to articulate what I was thinking. I go ahead and try anyway. How much of a given work is âobserved,â I wonder, how much âimprovisedâ? Are there patterns, tendencies he can tell me about? But I realize itâs probably impossible to answer, and tell Kaldenbach so. He nods.
We flip through a glossy book of Vermeer reproductions, until we light on View of Delft . I touch it with my fingertips, and ask if I will be able to see the view, the standpoint from which Vermeer painted, when I go to Delft. Is it still there, or has the city changed too much? âItâs there,â he says. Quickly, he sketches out, with a slender index finger, how much of the actual painting Iâll be able to see as Vermeer saw it. Steeples, one or two particular roofs, here and here and here. How accurate was Vermeer in his portrayal of the town? â Very accurate,â says Kaldenbach. He notes how the two herring busesâfishing boatsâare riding unusually high in the water, moored for repairs. The fact that both are missing