extra grooming hisself, and all the time he was jest quietly singing away between his teeth, âWar-war-war, War-war-war.â
Now during these days while I was standing round the stable and waiting, Tom, Iâd come to have quite an idea in my own head of what this here War place was gonna be like. First off, it must be a mighty fine place, a whole lot finerân where we was living now. That stood to reasonâwhy else would the men be so all-fired hankering to go there? I kinda visioned it as a real big house oâ red bricksâIâd seed one or two when we was coming and going to the fairs, you knowâand it was going to have a big stone doorway in the middle and stone steps going up from the lawn out front. Green shutters on the windows. Tall chimneys. A nice, friendly touch of wood smoke in the air, trees round âbout the house, and all the leaves red in the fall, maple and beech and sechlike. Fine evenings, the black folksâd be singing and dancing bit of a ways off, back oâ the big houseânear the stables, maybe, where I could hear âem for company, evenings. The sunâd shine and the grass in the big meadowsâd be jest right. Trees to scratch on, good spots for horses to dung in their proper waysââcause thatâs important to us, Tom, you know; stallions, mares, geldings, weâve all got our ways and places and got to do it right. Hay and oats. Warm in winter, not too hot in summer but plenty of shade when âtwas. Breezes at dawn and dusk soâs youâre a bit lively and playful. I could believe âmost anything âbout it, but I jest couldnât believe thereâd be no flies; thatâd be asking altogether too much, but maybe theyâd be fewer. âCourse, the men and the horsesâd be the best of company. I knowed I was a good horse, and they must be picking the good horses to go to the War.
âBout Jim anâ Joe, I jest couldnât figure it out. Would they both be there? Maybe Joe would take Andyâs place, âcause Andy warnât going. I knowed that. All summer Iâd noticed that only young fellas went; the ones left now was the older men, anâ black folks like Zeb. Well, at the War theyâd have their own black folks, oâ course, born and raised there.
Next morning, Jim and me was off, all in the rain: first yellow leaves blowing down from the trees, wind tugging at the long grass in the big field and the raindrops dripping steady off the fence rails. Jest about everyone came out to see us go. I felt real proud. I arched my neck, tossed my head, held my tail up and nuzzled Andyâs shoulder. What I couldnât really make a guess at was whether it would be far to the Warâa short road or a long âun. I still donât know the answer to that, Tom, cause oâ course, as Iâm gonna tell you, we never got there. We never did.
IV
Been riding out to that there Rockbridge today, Tom, to see the old lady. Marse Robert brung her right up to me, too, in that rolling chair of herân, and she stroked my nose and talked to me a piece. Too bad she canât walk. Sheâs been at Rockbridge a while now, you know, and we ride over pretty regâlar.
Itâs real nice in summerââbout âleven mile of road anâ plenty of shade, sun through the leaves, creek winding in and out through the rocks down below. Maybe stop for a mouthful of grass now and then. Lotsa hills, too, and thatâs what I like. Yâsee, me and Marse Robert, we donât need all that much in the way of signals from me and orders from him. I donât think âbout him on my back no moreân I think âbout the shoes on my feet. Heâs jest natcherly there and he donât aim to go holding me in. I canât abide holding in; Iâm a big horseâbig man, big horseâI mean big in our spirits, Tom; anâ if I ainât ridden hard I get real