donât think his mom was convinced.)
For
remiss
, which means careless, he made âmissâ jokes.
I missed what you said. I missed my bus. Iâm so careless I missed dinner.
When he said the joke about missing dinner, he clutched his stomach and moaned like he really was hungry. Sophie literally collapsed into a heap of laughter, which made Billy laugh too. As I sat there watching, it was pretty obvious thereâs a lot of chemistry between them.
Iâd be remiss not to notice.
Howâs that for a mnemonic?
Wednesday, December 17, 10:17 p.m.
Talked to Leo for an hour
Leo called tonight while I was studying. âI canât talk,â I said. âI have an Algebra test tomorrow.â
âI can help,â said Leo. âI love Algebra.â
âItâs impossible to love it,â I said.
Leo laughed. âAlgebra helps us understand and make sense of the unknown.â
âThat makes no sense,â I said. Leo and I spent the next half hour debating the merits of Algebra, although I doubt that will help me on the test.
Once weâd said everything there was to say on the topic (at least in my opinion), somehow we started talking about the fact that heâs leaving for college in less than three weeks. He told me about the classes heâs taking and the dorm heâll be living in and about his roommate, who is from China. Then Christmas came up, which made me think about Brynn.
I told Leo that even though sheâs been a jerk for a while, I feel kind of sorry for her about the whole Billy thing. âShe was my best friend for a long time,â I said. âItâs the holidays, and I feel like I should try to reach out to her. Iâm just not sure what to do. Sheâs made it pretty clear that she doesnât want to be friends.â
âWhy donât you invite her to yoga,â suggested Leo.
I smiled at the memory of the day Leo took me to yoga.
âI donât think itâs Brynnâs thing.â I paused. I was thinking about Leo, not Brynn. âI like that you always have a unique solution for things.â
âThatâs me,â said Leo. âMr. Unique Solutions.â
I laughed. âI was being serious. You always have good ideas.â
âAre you surprised?â asked Leo. He sounded like he was offended.
âNo, but you did say youâre not good with girl issues.â I paused. âYou seem pretty good to me.â
âI guess you never know what youâre good at until you try,â said Leo.
Thursday, December 18, 4:40 p.m.
My last exam was today. It was Algebra, which I have with Brynn. My seat is right behind hers. When she came into the room, she sat down and never turned around. I finished my test early, and after I turned it in, I spent the rest of the time looking at the back of Brynnâs head and wondering . . . What goes on inside it? I thought about what Dad saidâthat I should try to talk to her. But when the test ended, Brynn got up and walked out of the room. She never even looked at me.
What do you say to that?
Friday, December 19, 3:07 p.m.
Dance team holiday lunch
I just got home from Pizza Hut where the dance team met for lunch and to exchange Secret Santa gifts. Brynn had drawn Emilyâs name. I watched as Brynn gave Emily a spa bath set and then as Vanessa gave Brynn a Chia pet. Thereâs no way Brynn would like that gift, but she acted like she did.
I could say a lot of negative things about Brynn, but one of her best qualities is that she loves giving and getting gifts. No matter what she gets, sheâs always gracious and happy about it. Brynn and I have always made a big deal over exchanging Christmas gifts, and it made me wonder if Brynn has even thought about getting me a gift this year. Thatâs when it occurred to me that I hadnât gotten her anything, but I should. It was the solution I was looking for. Itâs probably bad holiday karma not
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