time. Her mood had changed; she was suddenly withdrawn. I looked at her averted face and applied myself to my plate.
With one silent companion and one all too busy with other people, I had no recourse but eavesdropping, which is, I confess, one of my favorite entertainments. You can sometimes hear amazing things, especially in a place where thereâs enough noise that everyone has to shout, and where most people have a little alcohol in their systems.
This evening the noise level was almost too high. I could hear little that made sense except the conversation immediately behind me, a diatribe delivered by the rector of St. Marthaâs to the police superintendentâI couldnât remember their namesâabout the escalating drug problem in Penzance.
âItâs these raves!â shouted the rector. âAs if the parties werenât bad enough with that frightful noise they call music, thereâs this dreadful ecstasy taking over the minds and bodies of our young folk. Itâs a scourge, and itâs got to be stopped.â
I was briefly startled until I remembered that ecstasy was the street name for a drug popular among teenagers, especially at the all-night dance parties called raves. I didnât know much about any of it, except Iâd heard that ecstasy could be dangerous. Had some kids died of it, or was I imagining that part?
âItâs the clubs,â said the superintendent patiently. âIf we could shut them down, weâd be streets ahead of the game, but they move from place to place, and even when we find them itâs not easy to get proof of illegal activity.â
âHmph! Shouldnât think youâd have trouble finding them, the amount of noise they make.â
âWe canât be everywhere. If no one complains about the noise, we may never know. Then, too, our young people havenât much to do here in Penzance. Weâd have more juvenile crime if we took away their music and dancing. Itâs a knotty problem.â
âIt always was,â Alan murmured, as much to himself as to me. He had freed himself for a moment from conversation with our table partners. âThe drugs change with time, the kids involved change. The problems donât. One is amazed at how people forget.â
I knew he was thinking about his old case and tried to give him a comforting smile, but he wasnât looking at me. His eyes were on his plate, but he was, I thought, seeing the body of a young woman in a cave.
âYouâre right,â said Lexa unexpectedly. Her voice was low, but intense. âAbout drugs, I mean. They destroy people. I know. I could tell youââ She broke off and bit her lip just as Mr. Boleigh appeared at my elbow.
âDo help yourselves to more food if youâd like, but the musicians are ready to begin. I hope youâre having a pleasant evening, Miss Adams?â
Lexa murmured something appropriate and smiled her practiced smile, but I went on worrying over her remarks about drugs.
Could we be wrong about her mother? Could she be an addict? The thought flashed through my mind, followed by another even more horrific. Not Lexa herself?
I glanced at her and immediately dismissed the thought. No. That perfect skin, those clear eyesâthose spoke of health, of youth uncorrupted by poison. She looked tired just now, and worried, but she was no addict, not even a moderate drug user. She had said she took no drugs, and I was prepared to believe her.
Well,
could
she have been thinking about her mother?
I couldnât ask. She had moved away from me. Oh, she was still sitting there at the table, her chair crowded close in to mine, but Lexa herself was somewhere else, even as Alan was.
I moved my hand over to Alanâs. I needed to know that he was there, warm and alive and with me, even if his mind was remote.
The evening dragged to its conclusion. The musicians were excellent, but string quartets are not my