satisfactory.â
âGood.â Christopher set the bag down on the edge of the bed.
The brightness of his 100-Watt smile had remained intense throughout the busy night. Russell wondered if the thing was permanently chiseled on his face. âWell, I, um, better get some sleep,â he said when Christopher made no move toward the door.
âOh, yeah. Right.â Christopher walked backward to the door. âIâm sure youâre pretty exhausted and, well, I should let you get some rest.â
Russell nodded, but Christopher stopped short from backing out the door.
âItâs really goodâ¦having you home again,â Christopher said.
âItâs good to be back,â he said more out of politeness. âAnd donât worry,â he added, reading Christopherâs fear. âIâll be here when you wake up.â
Christopher laughed. âIâm gonna hold you to that. Good night.â
ââNight.â
However, his brother stopped one last time at the door threshold, his smile finally dimmed. âAbout Madelineâ¦â
Russell glanced up.
âSheâs justâ¦Well, we can talk about it tomorrow.â
Intrigued, Russell asked the question heâd been dying to know. âHow did we meet?â
âWhatâyou and Madeline?â Christopherâs smile returned.
âYes.â Russell slipped his hands into his pants pockets. âI tried asking Shaw, but he didnât know. Just gave me the date of our wedding.â
Christopher drew a deep breath. âI guess you could say I introduced you two.â
âOh?â
He nodded and rubbed at his neck. The smile was gone. âI guess you could also say you sort of stole her right from under my nose.â
âI see.â Russellâs gaze plunged to the hardwood floor. Talk about cramming his foot into his mouth. âWe donât have to talk about this now.â
âNo. Itâs okay.â Christopherâs laugh sounded more like a misfired engine. âI probably should be thanking you.â
That comment successfully drew Russellâs gaze back to his brother. âWhy do you say that?â
A shrug and another misfired laugh. âMadeline isâ¦beautiful no doubt. Grade âAâ quality, but, uhâ¦a little hard to manage, if you know what I mean.â
âNo. I donât think I do,â Russell admitted.
âSheâs sort of a pistol. Strong willed, overly opinionated and just flat out hard to please.â Christopher snickered. âAnd I believe those were your words.â
Russell flinched not just because of the cruelty of the words, but because heâs supposedly shared such thoughts with his brother. âShe said something aboutâ¦another woman.â
âLola Crowne.â Christopher drew a deep breath. âShe went down with youâ¦and the plane. You were both presumed dead.â He eyed Russell. âYou really canât remember anything?â
How many times tonight had he been asked that very question and how many times had he said, âIâm sorryâ?
âDonât worry about it,â Christopher said, patting Russellâs back in an awkward attempt to cheer him up. âIâm sure itâll all come back to you in time.â Christopher headed toward the door.
âWe were in love though, right? Madeline and Iâ¦at least once upon a time?â
This time, Christopher couldnât manage a smile. âIâll see you in the morning.â With that, he left the room and closed the door behind him.
For a long while, Russell stood in the middle of the room, staring at the door while a great emptiness engulfed him. He was home, but he felt more lost than ever. At last, he turned and headed to the adjoining bathroom. It was just as lush and extravagant as the bedroom.
Glancing at his reflection was no different than staring into the numerous faces heâd met tonight.