bittersweet. Heâd made love to her beside the stainless-steel refrigerator because his eyes went smoky, her insides turned liquid and they simply couldnât hold back. In fact, the day they moved in heâd declared his intention to make love to her in every room of the house. Theyâd nearly met that challenge.
She scanned the family room with its big flat-screen TV and the dark green corner group in front of it. In spite of all her efforts to stop it, a big sigh leaked out.
Nick stopped beside her. âAre you okay?â
âFine.â Afraid he would see the lie, she didnât look at him. âWhy?â
âYouâre awfully quiet.â
âJust checking out the old stomping grounds.â
He rested his hands on lean hips. His jeans were worn nearly white in the most interesting places. The long sleeves of his navy-blue shirt were rolled up, revealing wide wrists and a dusting of dark hair on his forearms. He always dressed casually, and right now was no exception. It also wasnât an indication of whether or not he was working. Heâd told her Carlton Gallagher was on call today, and she wondered if she should feel honored. Maybe tomorrow. âAnd?â
âWhat?â She was a little disturbed by how easily one look at him could annihilate her concentration.
âHow does it look? Your old stomping grounds.â
âThe same,â she answered truthfully. âI was just remembering how festive everything was at Christmas.â
The corners of his mouth turned up. âYou mean with the tree in here instead of the living room?â
âYeah.â
âI stand by what I said then.â
âAs do I.â She could feel the warmth from his body and smell the slightly spicy scent of his skin. Quivers started inside her and rippled everywhere. Bumping up against the bittersweet recollections. âThe decorated tree would have been fabulous in the front window as people drove by and looked at the outside decorations.â
âBut we wouldnât have enjoyed it.â He held out his hand and indicated the large room. âHere, we could see it along with a fire in the fireplace, watching TV, or eating dinner.â
His insistence was ironic since heâd hardly ever been there for dinner, nights in front of the fire, or watching TV together. But that was water under the bridge.
âYou won. We did it your way.â Sheâd given in because making him happy was her goal. Now it was her turn to get what she wanted.
âOther than that, how does it look?â he asked.
âThe same. And Iâm a little surprised.â
âRedecorating isnât my thing.â The teasing tone was missing from his voice.
Was he feeling nostalgic, too? Not the Nick she remembered.
âThatâs not what I meant.â She looked up at him. âIâm surprised you didnât sell the house after the divorce.â
âI had my reasons.â
The dark look in his eyes made her wonder. âSuch as?â
âI didnât get around to it, then the housing market tanked. Moving is time-consuming and it really doesnât much matter where I get my mail.â
All practical reasons, she thought. If the situation had been reversed, sheâd have sold it at a loss simply becauseit was too painful to share the space with the ghosts of what would never be.
âAnd Iâm hardly ever here,â he added.
That wasnât new information. It was time to move forward. Literally.
âSo,â she said brightly. âWhere do you want me?â
A sexy smile turned up the corners of his mouth. âDo I get a vote?â
She didnât have to ask where his thoughts had gone. That made two of them, but she wasnât here for that sex. This wasnât personal.
âI meant which bedroom.â
âTake your pick,â he said. âAlthough thereâs not really much of a choice.â
She walked upstairs
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