Upon the wall there was a hissing gas-jet in a wire cage, and she put her face to it, to light the cigarette. With the fag at the side of her lip, her eyes screwed up against the flame, she looked like a boy again; when she took the cigarette away, however, the cork was smudged with crimson. Seeing that, she tutted: âLook at me, with all my paint still on! Will you sit with me while I clean my face? Itâs not very polite, I know, but I must get ready rather quick; my room is needed later by another girl ...â
I did as she asked, and sat and watched her smear her cheeks with cream, then take a cloth to them. She worked quickly and carefully, but distractedly; and as she rubbed at her face she held my gaze in the glass. She looked at my new hat and said, âWhat a pretty bonnet!â Then she asked how I knew Tony - was he my beau? I was shocked at that and said, âOh, no! He is courting my sisterâ; and she laughed. Where did I live? she asked me then. What did I work at?
âI work in an oyster-house,â I said.
âAn oyster-house!â The idea seemed to tickle her. Still rubbing at her cheeks, she began to hum, and then to sing very low beneath her breath.
âAs I was going down Bishopgate Street,
An oyster-girl I happened to meet -â
A swipe at the crimson of her lip, the black of her lashes.
âInto her basket I happened to peep,
To see if sheâd got any oysters ...â
She sang on; then opened one eye very wide, and leaned close to the glass to remove a stubborn crumb of spit-black - her mouth stretching wide, out of a kind of sympathy with her eyelids, and her breath misting the mirror. For a second she seemed quite to have forgotten me. I studied the skin of her face and her throat. It had emerged from its mask of powder and grease the colour of cream - the colour of the lace on her chemise; but it was darkened at the nose and cheeks - and even, I saw, at the edge of her lip - by freckles, brown as her hair. I had not suspected the existence of the freckles. I found them wonderfully and inexplicably moving.
She wiped her breath from the glass, then, and gave me a wink, and asked me more about myself; and because it was somehow easier to talk to her reflection than to her face, I began at last to chat with her quite freely. At first she answered as I thought an actress should - comfortably, rather teasingly, laughing when I blushed or said a foolish thing. Gradually, however - as if she was stripping the paint from her voice, as well as from her face - her tone grew milder, less pert and pressing. At last - she gave a yawn, and rubbed her knuckles in her eyes - at last her voice was just a girlâs: melodious and strong and clear, but just a Kentish girlâs voice, like my own.
Like the freckles, it made her - not unremarkable, as I had feared to find her; but marvellously, achingly real. Hearing it, I understood at last my wildness of the past seven days. I thought, how queer it is! - and yet, how very ordinary: I am in love with you.
Soon her face was wiped quite bare, and her cigarette smoked to the filter; and then she rose and put her fingers to her hair. âI had better change,â she said, almost shyly. I took the hint, and said that I should go, and she walked the couple of steps with me to the door.
âThank you, Miss Astley,â she said - she already had my name from Tony - âfor coming to see me.â She held out her hand to me, and I lifted my own in response - then remembered my glove - my glove with the lavender bows upon it, to match my pretty hat - and quickly drew it off and offered her my naked fingers. All at once she was the gallant boy of the footlights again. She straightened her back, made me a little bow, and raised my knuckles to her lips.
I flushed with pleasure - until I saw her nostrils quiver, and knew, suddenly, what she smelled: those rank sea-scents, of liquor and oyster-flesh, crab-meat and whelks, which