girl. I hope that I get to go on the tour with you.â
Mystique lifts an eyebrow as if she doesnât believe me. âOkay, Sunday. Iâm gonna let that slide. I noticed that you and Sam didnât have a reunion at the wedding.â
I laugh out loud. âI know you didnât think that was going to happen. He shouldâve brought a date so he didnât look so lonely.â
âGirl, you are harsh. And you brought DeShawn with you? That had to be uncomfortable. Do they know each other?â
âThey met when we went to Destin, a couple months ago. But Sam and I were still together then, so it didnât really matter.â
âI wish my drama was as uncomplicated as yours. Iâve got a child running around my house that doesnât belong to me.â
âAre you serious? I just thought she was doing that for show and that she would come back and get her baby. Who does that?â
âA trifling, deadbeat skank. Sheâll be back though, because Zacâs been paying her child support for two years. I guarantee she doesnât want that gravy train to stop.â
âWhat if she doesnât come back? Are you ready to be a stepmother?â
Now itâs Mystiqueâs turn to laugh. âI guess. With the help of round-the-clock nannies. Iâm not even gonna act like Iâm the domestic type. I donât know what to do with a toddler. I did play with dolls, but they were never babies. They were always grown-up girls in a singing group. I played Dreamgirls with my dolls.â
All of this happening with Mystique and Zac helps solidify my decision to stay away from Sam. I donât think this stuff with Rielle was totally random. This is one of those a-ha moments, my mother always like to talk about. She would say that God was trying to tell me something. I just hope I can slow down long enough to hear Him.
5
E van Wilborn, the head of our record label, Reign Records, is in lecture mode. Bethany, Dilly, Dreya a.k.a. Drama, and I are sitting like ducks in a row in Big Dâs studio, while Big D sits back quietly. Itâs not like him to be silentâheâs our manager. But I think the more that Evan steps to the forefront, the more Big D plays the background.
âDrama and Sunday, I know yâall are gonna bring home at least one Grammy for Reign Records. Itâll be our first.â
Dreya gives me a sly glance out the corner of her eye. Weâre both nominated for Best New Artist, and Iâm nominated for Song of the Year for âCan U See Me.â
Dreya didnât make it a secret that sheâs jealous of my nominations. She told my mom that she hopes I lose, because I donât deserve to get any awards until sheâs had her time to shine. Sheâs got it twisted.
We havenât really spoken much since I had a Thanksgiving meltdown after I found out Dreya tried to get me dropped from the record label. Dreya was pretty heated at our holiday dinner too, because she found out that Iâm a millionaire now, and her cash flow is severely limited. Plus, sheâs moved in with Evan in New York City, so I barely ever get to see her.
âBethany and Dilly, Iâm glad that the two of you are able to put your differences aside to perform your single. Actually, the fact that all of you have been asked to perform is an incredible win.â
âWeâre going to be in the Grammy pre-show, though. Nobody even watches that,â Dilly says.
âThatâs the exact opposite of the attitude you should have!â Evan roars. âEvery time you take the stage you should look at it like your chance to gain a new fan. Donât ever let me hear you dog an opportunity again.â
Sufficiently checked, Dilly lowers his head and stares at the floor. âChin up!â Evan says. âDonât ever let anyone take the wind out of your sails like that.â
Dilly snaps his head back up with a confused look on his