at home here, she thought sadly.
But then, Valentine was a powerful lord in the north, and needed
to show everyone in the area just what his status was…including
marrying the Queen's niece.
"You are now the mistress of the manor, Lady Starbury," he said
with a gallant bow, reading her expression correctly, one of awe
mingled with dismay. "These are the most formal reception rooms.
Let me show you to your more private chambers, where you may take
your ease."
She clutched his arm despite herself, once again being swept away
by that lost, lonely feeling as they ascended the staircase.
He opened the door to her new chambers, and she peeked in with
dread. Then, despite herself, she began to smile in delight.
Prettier than anything she'd ever had whilst in Elizabeth
Woodville's charge, it was obvious he'd given orders to decorate
it the way a woman would like it. The bed hangings and curtains
dripped with lace in white and soft pinks, roses, and purples. The
cushions had lacy borders, the skirting round the dressing table
was trimmed in pink lace, and a screen in the corner affording
privacy for her ablutions was also decorated to match.
The sweet scent of violets floated up from the fresh rushes on the
floor. It was very feminine, and while not exactly the colors she
would have chosen, they were pretty enough, and she was touched by
his thoughtfulness.
In the past, her quarters had never been luxurious by royal
standards. Neither had her clothing, but it mattered not. She'd
never cared for the dubious trappings of wealth. She looked around
the room in awe, and now down at the gorgeous creamy confection of
a wedding gown Anne had loaned her. The gown of Anne's own mother,
no less…
But now that Denys was married to the closest advisor of the
second wealthiest nobleman in the realm, she knew she would be
expected to care, to put on a show. The room was lovely, she had
to grant him that. She vowed to try to enjoy it.
Yet impressed as she was by the beautifully appointed chamber, she
had a declaration to make before he began throwing out conjugal
orders.
So she cleared her throat, squared her shoulders, and did not even
stop to thank him for the evident trouble he had taken over her
set of rooms.
"I realize we are now husband and wife, Valentine, but that
changes naught about my feelings for you. By the laws that bind me
to you, you have a right to my bed. But I must tell you now, you
have no right to my heart."
She was sure he would not have been more surprised if she had
slapped him. His eyes threw out blue sparks as he gazed back at
her, as though desperate to believe that he had misheard, but sure
he had not.
She half expected him to swagger up to her with his usual
confident gait, tear her bodice with forceful potency, throw her
on the bed and demand his conjugal rights, as she squirmed under
his might, writhing with indignation.
But he neither made a move toward her, nor did he reveal any hint
of desire, nor of his innermost thoughts.
When he finally spoke, it was in a light, banter tone, which was
at odds with the look on his face. "Were you hoping for a row so
early in our marriage? Well, I hate to disappoint you, dear, but
I'm all in. Furthermore, I pay no heed to ancient pagan rituals. I
have no intention of violating the honor you so valiantly guard. I
have never forced myself upon a woman, nor shall I ever do so.
"You are free to continue the search for your parentage, join me
on my official progresses, or stay here and grow roses and lilies.
‘Tis up to you. So, if all is to your satisfaction, dear lady, I
shall retire to my own chambers."
He was already walking away, so quickly that she didn't realize he
was taking his leave until he was halfway to the door.
"Valentine!" She shouted his name without thinking, more out of
surprise than anything else.
He turned, his eyes twinkling in the
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