cloud of sweaty dust.
At supper, we celebrate with a haunch of mutton with sage. The trestle is set properly with linens and pewterware. I sleep like a babe in arms in my own bed.
God is indeed merciful to sinners.
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Nicholas is here two whole days ere he works up the courage to lay out the terrible news. My thieving uncle Roger has posted banns. He will marry a girl half his age at midsummer. Which means there could be an heir to Edgeley Hall by next Easter.
I could be stuck here forever. And thereâd be naught to do for it.
I wonder just how much penance I would have to do for praying her barren.
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My father is taking his burgess oath ere the month is out. I have nothing to wear.
Thereâs the green kirtle that was small on me last year, which hovers around my calves as though Iâm a ratty little waif. I may as well brand UNMARRIAGEABLE on my brow. The yellow surcote has a gravy stain in the lap that no amount of fullerâs earth can remove, and the alkanet kirtle is barely fit for rags.
My father cannot think Iâll stand before the whole town wearing one of these excuses for a garment.
As soon as Iâve finished supervising Mistress Tipley doing the marketing, I go down the road to the common stable just within the walls. My cousin is there, brushing his palfrey.
âNicholas.â I lean prettily on the stall. âYou love me, do you not?â
âI do, Cesspit. Youâre my favorite cousin.â
Iâm also his only cousin, but thatâs a tired jest. âHow much do you love me?â
Nicholas combs the horseâs flank with long, chuffing strokes. âNot enough to do whatever it is you want of me.â
âI only need someone big and strong to escort me around this filthy place.â
âAnd?â
âAnd . . .â I make my voice small and sweet. âAnd lend me the price of a new gown.â
Nicholas pops up over the horseâs rump. âHellfire, Cesspool, do I look like a man with the price of a gown?â
âAll right,â I grumble. âBe mean and pinch your pennies. But come with me. Please? Youâre going to miss me sorely.â
He groans and tosses the comb onto a ledge, mumbling something unflattering about women. I let his remark fall, though. Doubtless he secretly likes ferrying me around. I must look fair upon his arm, and if Fortune favors him, people will mistake me for his sweetheart.
We head up High Street and turn on Castle, where I spot a swinging sign bearing a faded ship. At the counter is a falcon-faced graybeard measuring cloth nose to fingertips. He looks up as we approach.
âGâmorn, my lord. Have you come for wool?â
âSomething suitable for a gown,â I jump in, ere Nicholas can ruin things. âFor a special occasion.â
The merchant glances at Nicholas, who nods. Then the merchant turns to me and holds out the wool heâs been measuring. âThereâs this, just back from the fuller. A good tight weave.â
Itâs just minnet. I frown. âWhat else have you?â
âThis ochre is fair.â The merchant brings out a scrap.
I pet it and itâs like sand. âSurely youâve something better.â
The merchant glances again at Nicholas. My cousin shrugs. Then the merchant holds up a finger and disappears into the shop. In a moment heâs back with the most beautiful bolt of finespun Iâve ever seen. Itâs the color of fresh blood and as soft to the touch as a lapdog. I pet it and pet it. I cannot take my hands off it.
âHow much?â I ask.
âFifteen shillings a yard.â
I blink. Even Nicholas looks a little stunned. Horses can cost less. âW-well, Iâll take it. My father will come with me on the morrow to settle up.â
âBeg pardon, demoiselle, but without some kind of surety, I cannot hold the wool for you. I could sell it to half a dozen buyers by the morrow. Itâs right off