myself?
âI â Iâm OK. Iâm just a bit cold,â I say directly to Mum, pretending my hesitation is all to do with temperature and nothing to do with strange sounds in my head. (Maybe I
did
bump it in the fountain before Mr Fraser pulled me free. Or I couldâve got whiplash. That can make you feel pretty weird, canât it?)
Mum frowns, trying to use her parental intuition to figure out if Iâm fibbing or not. Maybe I should get out of here, before the waves rush inâ¦
âIâm just going to get changed into something warmer,â I say, pointing my thumb in the direction of the servantsâ quarters upstairs. âWhereâs my stuff?â
âOh, I chose a really nice room for you, with the best views. The removal men put all your furniture and bags and boxes in already, so youâll find it OK,â says Mum. âAnd if you go through the big door in the passageway behind you, itâll take you straight to the back stairs, and save you trailing through the main house again.â
I nod and smile (or as close as I can manage) and turn to leave so Mum and Mr Fraser can discuss scaffolding and roof joists and damp courses in peace.
âExcuse me,â I mumble at Cam, and slither past him, pulling open the nearest heavy door, hoping madly itâs the right one and that I donât have to backtrack. Luckily, it is, and Iâm grateful for the cool bite of air on my hot cheeks as I stamp up the grey stone steps of the stairwell.
What exactly happened back there in the kitchens? I canât feel any bumps on the back of my head so Iâm not sure if I can blame concussion. Maybe Iâm just over-imaginative. Thatâs what Granny called me, after Iâd Skyped to tell her Iâd won an inter-school poetry competition last term. Granny sat there in the Sydney morning sunshine and listened as I read out my poem about refugees, then told me Iâd âalways been an over-imaginative childâ. Iâd beamed and said thank you, but as soon as Iâd finished the call, Iâd wondered if it actually was a compliment. Iâm never very sure with Granny; sheâs not a cuddly kind of grandmother â though I guess itâs hard to cuddle someone when they live more than nine thousand miles away. But maybe Granny has a point. Maybe I
am
over-imaginative, if Iâm hearing things that arenât even thereâ¦
I shake those thoughts from my head as I reach the vaguely familiar territory of the servantsâ quartersâ corridor and start to hunt around for whichever room Mumâs chosen for me. Nope, not here â Mumâs turned this into a temporary living room, with our sofa and TV from London looking strangely at home. (More at home than I look, I bet.)
And not here; Iâve found myself back in Mumâs bedroom, where I spent the night. The next door leads to the nasty â70s kitchenette; next to
that
is the bathroom (complete with original, and stained, Edwardian sink and loo, with a modern-ish shower stuffed in a corner). This next room is set up with a desk and more mood boards and is obviously Mumâs nerve centre for the Shiny New Project.
All thatâs left are two doors facing each other at the end of the corridor, the end nearest the linking entrance to the main house. The first door I stick my head around reveals a dreary little space, with a small, cobweb-curtained window. Itâs obviously destined to be the spare room; our old futon is plonked in the middle of it, folded flat and waiting to be assembled. So I turn and cross the corridor to the only room remaining.
Itâs not a good start â I put my hand out to grab a doorknob but there isnât one. I stand back and check out the door in front of me; where a brass lock should be thereâs just a rectangular grooved outline, and some dents in the wood as if someone once hacked the whole thing off with a hammer. And the old green