meant only for him.
Like she was meant only for him.
But her beauty had always been there, hidden just below the surface, just waiting for her to pull back the screen and let it shine. It hadnât taken much. She let down her hair, changed her clothes, and there it was.
Well, no, that wasnât exactly true. The real change, the change that had her catching eyes and turning heads, was her attitude.
For the first time, Jan was willing to shine. More than her hair or her clothes, it was the set of her shoulders, the lift of her chin, that invited men and women alike to notice her.
She still didnât know what she had, but sheâd learn soon enough with players like Tyrell Brown panting all over her.
Okay, to be fair, Brown wasnât panting all over her. He was all about Vicky, like the sun rose and set in her eyes.
But heâd noticed Janâ noticed her âand he let her know it.
It went straight to her head, of course. So would all those Toms, Dicks, and Harrys. Sheâd lose what little perspective she had. Make one tragic mistake after another.
It was an apocalypse waiting to happen.
Everybody started clapping again, and Amelia sat down. Someone slid a plate in front of Mick, a frizzy salad with tiny sections of orange. He ate it like a robot.
A toe connected with his shin. He looked up into Rayâs knowing eyes.
Christ, Codyâs right. Everybodyâs on to me.
âSox are looking good,â Ray said, an obvious ploy to get Mickâs head back in the game. âWeâre driving up to Fort Myers on Monday to check out spring training. Want to come along?â
Mick shook his head. Shook it off. âCanât. Back to work on Tuesday.â
âYou took some time off after the fire?â
The Fire. As if he didnât fight fires every day. But he knew which one Ray was talking about. The only one anyone was talking about.
âThey sidelined me for few weeks,â he said, âbecause I got brained by a beam.â
âConcussion?â
âSo they tell me.â Mick shrugged. He wouldnât have known he had it if they hadnât forced him go to the hospital.
Beside him, Jan let out another giggle. He cut a glance at her. She was leaning forward, eyes shining as Cody charmed the ladies with tales of his youth, Tyrell inserting asides that had everyone in stitches.
Ray kicked him again. âWhy donât you tell her?â
Mick played dumb.
Ray rolled his eyes, lifted his chin in Janâs direction. âThe good old days just ended, my friend. Youâve got twenty-four hoursâif thatâbefore the competition lines up. Time to get your head out of your ass and make a move.â
A move. Right. Jan wouldnât recognize a move if it bit her in the ass. Which, come to think of it, was a move heâd really like to make.
Not that he would. No way.
Besides, she wasnât interested in him. If she was, she wouldâve made her own move.
Wouldnât she?
âShe thinks youâre out of her league,â Ray put in.
Everyone was a mind reader tonight.
Mick quit playing dumb. âI doubt that,â he said, âand if she does, sheâs got it backward.â
âI agree.â Ray grinned at Mickâs misery. âBut itâs never too late to reform.â
Easy for Ray to say. Ray didnât really know him. None of these people did.
Sure, they knew he got around. His brother liked to say he parked his hard-on in a different garage every night. Which was an exaggeration, but still.
What nobody understood was that what seemed like an endless pussy party had long since ceased being fun. Now it was just . . . necessary. Sex was like breathing for Mick. He needed it like he needed air.
His doctor swore nothing was wrong with him, that he simply had a strong sex drive, a âproblemâ heâd look back upon fondly when his testosterone levels dwindled someday.
For now, Mick dealt with