car much longer either , I think. Scooby and I shake hands.
âYou want to work again tomorrow?â I ask him.
âYou bet,â he says.
âGreat. Iâll meet you at the shelter at eight am.â
âIâll be there,â Scooby says. âWild horses couldnât keep me away.â
CHAPTER ELEVEN
T ime is passing quickly now. A whole day will fly by without me even noticing. Thatâs how busy I am. The phone just doesnât stop ringing. It turns out a reliable courier was just what this town needed.
Just two weeks have passed since I delivered that first package. In that time, Iâve earned over twelve hundred dollars. I gave Scooby a raise and bought him some new clothes. I bought clothes for myself too. But not a suit. People donât want a courier who looks slick. They want a guy who looks like heâs not afraid to get his hands dirty.
So, I bought myself a uniform at a professional supply store. Itâs a dark blue jumpsuit with lots of pockets. I need the pockets because I have to carry a lot of thingsâa receipt book, an order book, a few pens and my cell phone, to name just a few. I even have a name tag that says WALTER in large red letters. Underneath that, it has the name of my business. People take one look at me and they know Iâm serious. And that makes them trust me.
At the end of every day, I meet up with Scooby at a coffee shop. I got him a uniform too. So we sit in our blue jumpsuits and sip coffee. We talk about how things went that day and how we can do better. Iâve got Scooby delivering packages now too. He looks completely different. Even though heâs still sleeping at the shelter, he looks full of pride. He got a haircut and some new glasses. And now that heâs eating regularly, he doesnât look sick all the time.
Iâm still sleeping in my car. But now Iâm just doing it to save money. Soon enough, Iâll be able to get my own place again. I canât wait for that. Iâll be off the street. And I am never, ever going back.
Now itâs Monday, the start of my third week working for myself. Iâve been at it all morning. Iâm sitting in my car, having a donut and taking a break. Iâm in a part of town I know well. Across the street is the pawnshop where I sold my suit. And in my wallet is the pawn ticket.
I get out of my car and cross the street. In the window there are all kinds of things people have soldâa bowling ball, a computer, a tennis racket, a pair of earrings.
Thereâs a mannequin too. And on the mannequin is my suit. At his feet is my Underwood briefcase. I never actually carried any papers in that thing. But it felt good to have it at my side. It made me look serious. Almost like a lawyer or something.
I take the pawn ticket out and look at it. Then I look up at the suit again. If I want it back, all I have to do is fork over four hundred bucks. Then itâs mine again.
I think once more about how hard Moms worked to buy these things for me. All she ever wanted was to see me succeed. Part of me wants to buy it back just because it was a present from her.
But what would I do with it? The suit would just hang in my closet. Iâd never wear it. The briefcase would just take up space. I donât need these things anymore. And if I hang on to that four hundred bucks, Iâm that much closer to affording my own place again.
I remember what Yolanda said to me once. I told her the world judged a man based on his appearance. She said that what you have inside is more important. I can see more than ever how right she was. Iâm wearing clothes I wouldnât have been caught dead in a month ago. But I feel better than Iâve ever felt before. That feeling is something money canât buy. Itâs called self-respect.
Iâve been trying not to think about Yolanda. Ever since the night I stood her up, Iâve pushed her to the back of my mind. I havenât even