off Harrison Street in Easton, Maryland. A pewter bell attached to the top of the door jingled. The inside of the glass door was draped in lace. Mildred, Berthaâs black seamstress, whoâd spoken to Clay at the funeral, stuck her head around the corner into the carpeted foyer, where he stood.
âHello, Mr. Clay,â she said. âHow you doinâ, chile?â She was thin and gray haired, and her eyes were gentle.
âHello, Mildred.â Clay shrugged. âIâm holding up, thank you.â
âYou have a seat now, Clay. Miss Bertha is expecting you and will be right out.â
âThank you.â
Clay looked at the love seat against the wall where Mildred had nodded he should sit. It was covered in a floral upholstery. Mildred hadnât turned away but stayed watching him.
âClay, honey, you sit there now,â she urged. She smiled. âCould I get you a Coke?â
Then Bertha came gliding down the staircase, interrupting them.
âThatâs just fine, Mildred, thank you, but weâll be leaving,â she said. Bertha spoke with a rich Carolina accent. She hailed from Charleston.
âHey, Clay,â she went on, leaning over and brushing his cheek with hers.
Outside, a fine mist hovered over the street. Clay took Berthaâsred umbrella and opened it for her. He held it to shield her as they walked down Harrison to where it met Dover Street. A black man in denim overalls stood balanced on an aluminum ladder in the light rain, replacing the letters on the movie theater marquee with the name of the new film,
The Last Picture Show
. Clayâd heard it was worth seeing. At the entrance to the Tidewater Inn, Clay closed the umbrella, shook it dry, and placed it in the rack against the brick facade.
Inside the dining room, red embers glowed in the stone hearth. A waiter came by, bringing firewood. A girl Clay had known in high schoolâhe remembered her name, Paula Firthâshowed them to a table in the corner and gave them each a lunch menu. She was pretty, with short blond hair and long legs. She asked Clay how heâd been, flirted with him some, and told him it was nice to see him and that sheâd bring some water. The restaurant tables were about half full, mostly businessmen in suits. Clay caught several of them staring at Bertha, who didnât seem to notice.
After they had sat down, Bertha looked at her menu for a moment and then set it aside.
âThank you for joining me today, Clay,â she said.
âYouâre welcome.â
Bertha smiled but seemed embarrassed.
âMy sisters are leaving this week. Iâm a little afraid.â
He thought her face was thinner than he had remembered. Her tinted hair was pulled tight under a round blue brimmed hat. Her eyes looked flat.
âWhat do you plan to do?â
âI donât know. What is there to do? Keep on, I guess.â
âYouâre afraid of being alone.â It was a statement.
âAnd Iâm afraid of not being alone.â
Paula came over and poured their water. She asked them if they were ready to order. Bertha asked for a salad, and Clay, a crab cake sandwich.
Bertha remarked about the memorial service and how amazed she was at all the people who came. After a while she turned the conversation. âI always admired you, Clay. The way you handled it all.â
He didnât reply. He was aware of the clinking of dishes from the kitchen and the background hum of conversation.
âI never really knew what I did until it was too late.â
Clay fidgeted. âThereâs no need,â he said.
âNo. I want, this once, to tell you. I should have said this to you long before now. The time just never seemed right.â
âIf there ever was a right time, Iâm not sure it hasnât passed.â
âClay.â
He picked up his spoon and turned it until it caught the reflection of the fire.
Bertha leaned her head back. âI
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