essay in equally strong terms and incorporated elements of his own emotional state, including details of not sleeping, of his descent into despondency, and how those factors related to his breakthrough of âunderstanding understanding.â
The essay was carefully constructed. He reviewed Yaleâs purpose and practices. The universityâs mottoâLux et Veritas, light and truthâwas in his estimation a good one, and in keeping with Whiteheadâs critique of education. If one could understand understanding, Whitehead proposed, then one could understand anything.
As a mathematician, Max believed that the only way this could be achieved would be by escaping the human system, and expressed that theory in his report.
Then he closed with the formulation that âA is and is not equal to Aâ as the ultimate equation in explaining how to penetrate the impenetrable intellectual domain of âunderstanding understanding.â It was like an alchemistâs magical stone, the one that would turn lead to gold or turn any situation of ignorance into one of knowing.
Whitehead believed that in every educational moment students and teachers should focus on the highest possible learning experience. Thus it was clear to Max that the highest possible learning experience for his fellow students would be for him to read and then discuss his breakthrough paper.
First, however, he thought he should discuss this with Professor Fox, who also chaired the philosophy department, to see if perhaps he would choose this higher course of action and simply postpone the exam. With this in mind, Max arrived at the examination room early, and stepped on the wooden stage. He stood by the podium, facing the large lecture hall.
Because of his resemblance to their instructorâbrown unkempt curly hair, glasses, and good casual, but carelessly assembled, jacket, preppy pants, and shirt with no tieâmany of the students assumed Max was Professor Fox. One or two approached him with questions about the exam. Max calmly told them to just take their seats and not to worry.
âThere might not even be a final exam,â he said cryptically.
As a result, a steady buzz had spring up throughout the room by the time Professor Fox showed up, a minute or two before the exam was to begin. While the puzzled students looked on, Max triumphantly handed him the âA is and is not Aâ essay.
âIâve been up all night writing this essay,â Max explained in a matter-of-fact way, âand I think Iâve reached Whiteheadâs ultimate goal of âunderstanding understanding.ââ
As the professor leafed through the paper, he continued, âThe class will benefit more from the reading of this essay than from taking the exam,â he declared.
Professor Fox listened quietly and then replied.
âYou may have, in fact, experienced this amazing breakthrough,â he said, âbut I have not had an opportunity to read the paper yet, and so just as you are following Whiteheadâs dictate that each individual must in every moment follow what they believe the highest course of educational learning, I must continue with the exam.â
Though it wasnât what he had hoped, Max received this news calmly and replied.
âI understand. Perhaps there will be another time. I just wanted to offer you the opportunity.â
âWell, you neednât take the exam at this time, if you donât wish to do so. Youâve written a much longer essay than was required, and having been up all nightâas you sayâto complete it, might put you at a disadvantage.â
âNo, Iâll be fine,â Max responded. âI can sit for the exam nowâIâm not really that tired.â
Yet as he went to take his seat, moving along the stage, he realized that in order to be true to Whiteheadâs modes of thought, he really should spend his time contemplating the insights of