Maths.â It was two hours long and so deeply frightening that I think I went into a trance. Then I had two free periods, which I had laughingly dismissed when I first saw them. I spent them feverishly trying to do the problem sets.
At a quarter to three, I had to run back to my room and change into shorts, sweatpants, a T-shirt, a fleece, and these shin pads and spiked shoes that Claudia had given to me. From there, I had to get three streets over to the field we shared with a local university. If cobblestones are a tricky walk in flip-flops, they are your worst nightmare in spiked shoes and with big, weird pads on your shins. I arrived to find that people (all girls) were (wisely) putting on their spiked shoes and pads there, and that everyone was wearing only shorts and T-shirts. Off came the sweatpants and fleece. Back on with the weird pads and spikes.
Charlotte, I was dismayed to find, was in hockey as well. So was my neighbor Eloise. She lived across the hall from us in the only single. She had a jet-black pixie cut and a carefully covered arm of tattoos. She had a huge air purifier in her room, which had gotten some kind of special clearance (since we couldnât have appliances). Somehow she got a doctor to say she had terrible allergies, hence she would need the purifier and her own space. In reality, she used the filter to hide the fact that she spent most of her free time smoking cigarette after cigarette and blowing smoke directly into the purifier. Eloise spoke fluent French because she lived there a few months out of every year. As for the smoking, she never actually said, âItâs a French thing,â but it was implied. Eloise looked as dismayed as I did about the hockey. The rest looked grimly determined.
Most people had their own hockey sticks, but for those of us who didnât, they were distributed. Then we stood in line, where I shivered.
âWelcome to hockey!â Claudia boomed. âMost of you have played hockey beforeâweâre just going to run through some basics and drills to get back into things.â
It became pretty obvious pretty quickly that âmost of you have played hockey beforeâ actually meant âevery single one of you except for Rory has played hockey before.â No one but me needed the primer on how to hold the stick, which side of the stick to hit the ball with (the flat one, not the roundy one). No one needed to be shown how to run with the stick or how to hit the ball. The total amount of time given to these topics was five minutes. Claudia gave us all a once-over to make sure we were properly dressed and had everything we needed. She stopped at me.
âMouth guard, Aurora?â
Mouth guard. Some lump of plastic she had left by my door during the morning. Iâd forgotten it.
âTomorrow,â she said. âFor now, youâll just watch.â
So I sat on the grass on the side of the field while everyone else put their plastic lumps in their mouths, turning the space previously full of teeth into alarming leers of bright pink and neon blue. They ran up and down the field, passing the ball back and forth to each other. Claudia paced alongside the entire time, barking commands I didnât understand. The process of hitting the ball looked straightforward enough from where I was, but these things never are.
âTomorrow,â she said to me when the period was over and everyone left the field. âMouth guard. And I think weâll start you in goal.â
Goal sounded like a special job. I didnât want a special job, unless that special job involved sitting on the side under a pile of blankets.
Then we all ran back to Hawthorneâand I mean ran, literallyâwhere everyone was once again competing for the showers. I found Jazza back in our room, dry and dressed. Apparently, there were showers at the pool.
Dinner featured some baked potatoes, some soup, and something called a âhot pot,â which