streets, she was running the motherfucking streets?â Cory snapped.
âShe owns these motherfucking streets and managed to take care of all you.â
âShe was a hypocrite,â Javon added.
Uncle Snap snapped his attention over to Javon. His brows furrowed and the veins in his neck popped out. âYou better watch your damn mouth,â he warned.
Javon squared his shoulders, not out of defiance, but because it was just who he was. He was never one to back down from anybody, unless it was Mama. âOr what, Uncle Snap? Huh? You gone lay hands on me because Iâm speaking the truth?â
âYo, liâl nigga, how the hell you think your mama managed to keep yâall in this uppity-ass neighborhood? How you think she was able to take care of yâall so damn well? Send yâall to that fancy-ass private school? You think them damn food stamps she was getting was cutting it? That damn sorry-ass piece of welfare check? You really think kissing those white folksâ asses was getting her by? No, nigga! She was out here, hustling, putting niggas in the ground who dared disrespect her. Claudette was out here in the streets while you liâl motherfuckers lay comfortably every night!â Uncle Snap roared.
Javon fired back, âLook at this shit! Look at all this shit! The money, the drugs. Weâre standing in an underground bunker! For years weâve thought Mama to be like Mother Teresa or somebody only to find out she is the thing that goes bump in the motherfucking night?â he spat. âAnd weâre supposed to be okay with this shit?â
âJavon, calm down,â I said.
âCalm down? Calm down?â he repeated while glaring at me. âAm I the only one feeling like I didnât know the woman I thought I knew?â
âIâm not saying that, baby. Iâm saying, can we try to go through all of this, whatever this is, before we pass judgment on Mama? For all we know, she did all of this to protect us.â
âProtect us from what exactly? The people she did business with? Her?â
âBaby, Javon, please. Iâm not saying whatever this is she had going on was, is, right. Iâm saying, let Uncle Snap tell us what she had going on in detail before we condemn her.â
âIâm not condemning her. Iâm questioning who the fuck she was. Was she sweet little old Mama Claudette or was she something more sinister? Did you not hear Uncle Snap say she was murdered? Someone killed her because of all this shit, Nelle. And Iâm just supposed to calm down?â
Javonâs legs were planted wide. He kept moving his hands in repetitive sharp gestures. He glanced around the room at all of us. I guess he was looking for one of us to do more than just stare at him. I knew he was hurting. Finding out Mama was a queen pin put the nails in our proverbial coffins. It was soul crushing to find out the woman who had nurtured us and taken all of us in off the street turned out to be the very thing she preached to us about staying away from.
When he didnât get the response he wanted from the rest of us, he laughed with a hard edge, crossed his arms over his chest, and took the seat that Uncle Snap had vacated. He shrugged. âAâight,â he said deploying sarcasm. âFuck it. Iâll be quiet since Iâm clearly the odd man out.â
âJavonââ I called out, but he cut me off.
âNah. Iâm cool. Yâall seem happy and content with it. Iâll shut the fuck up.â His body was so tense, he looked like a damn stone gargoyle.
Uncle Snap moved around the room. He grabbed a DVD case and shook it at us. âYâall need to see this,â he said. âJavon, I know youâre mad and you got a right to be, but at least look at this video first.â
Javon didnât move. He didnât nod or acknowledge that he had even heard Uncle Snap. Once Snap had put the DVD into the