where they were foldedâone might wish for like the wings of Pegasus , but really it was more like awkward covers for his saddlebags .
The horseback pageantry of the Swan Riders made sense to me as part of the ritualization of war. As a system of transport it left something to be desired. I put the soles of my feet together and tried to open my knees. Unsuccessfully. The muscles inside my thighs roared with stiffness. I made a little noise and Gordon Lightfoot and Sri (who was rubbing down his back) both looked over. I was fairly sure they were snickering at me.
âShut up,â I told them crossly.
âNewtonâs equal and opposite law of horses, Greta,â said Talis. âHeâs as miserable as you are.â
âOh, I doubt it.â The horse might be soreâI felt bad, suddenlyâbut I doubted he was struggling to reframe his entire identity.
âLunch?â Talis handed me a piece of fry bread wrapped in a waxed cloth. Francis Xavier had cooked them that morning, balancing a skillet expertly on our tiny pellet stove. I unwrapped it and ate it folded. It was cold and the best kind of chewy, slathered with the fermented butter we made at the Precepture. Tangy and salty, it tasted of pure homesickness.
And yet it was the smallest of the things I longed for.
âTell me about the refuge,â I said. âWhat is it? Where is it?â
âLong answer: itâs a Swan Rider station, and itâs nowhere particular. Meant to be in reach of the Precepture, and of the salvage teams in Saskatoon. The world is dotted with them, but we donât advertise.â
âShort answer?â
âItâs a secret base.â
But . . . âThis is Pan Polar territory, Talis. Itâs sovereign. Iâm fairly sure no one told us about a secret base.â
âYeah, thatâs the secret part.â He sighed and flopped onto his back in the dry grass. âWhat, you think you can rule the world out of a saddlebag? Obviously thereâs a base. A small one, butâthereâs a food cache. A weapons store. Emergency equipment. And, the important bit, a communications terminal, linking back to the Red Mountains.â
âSo we can call for an evacuation.â
Talis wrinkled his nose. âMaybe. Iâd rather not.â
And Sri put in, singsong: âShuttles can be shot down.â
She was quoting from the Utterances. The full verse was: Shuttles can be shot down, and you wonât always know who to blow up afterwards.
âExactly. Air transport is too exposed,â said Talis.
I turned from him to look around. We were on top of a swell in the prairie, the rattling dry grassland spreading out in all directions. I could see to the end of the world, and there was not so much as a cloud shadow to hide in.
âWith respect, Talis, we could not be much more exposed if we were the illustration next to a dictionary entry of the word âexposed.ââ
âDitch the ârespectâ thing,â said Talis. âYouâre AI; Iâm AI. Weâre equals.â
âOh,â I said. âIn that case, I would like to propose that peace achieved through terror can never truly be peace. We should release all the Precepture hostages and shut down the orbital weapons platforms.â
âOkay,â said Talis. âWeâre equals, but youâre a dewy-eyed moron.â
âWe would not have come this far if that were even remotely true.â
âFair point. Let me put it this way instead: no.â
Francis Xavier had set his wings up as a windbreak and had settled himself inside them, resting quietly as a saint in a grotto. Sri had nosebagged the horses and was passing apples.
These too were from the Precepture. The one she gave me was dappled and lumpen and neat in the hand. A sweet smell on the edge of fermentingâa cidery smell. I felt my fingers tighten against the apple as if my gears were jammed. The