morphine pack.
Ray closed his eyes, then opened them and glanced around the room. The rolltop desk under General Forrest had not changed in his lifetime. The ancient Underwood typewriter still sat there, a pile of papers beside it. A few feet away was the large mahogany desk left behind by the Atlee who’d fought with Forrest.
Under the stern gaze of General Nathan Bedford Forrest, and standing there in the center of a room that was timeless, Ray began to realize that his fatherwas not breathing. He comprehended this slowly. He coughed, and there was not the slightest response. Then he leaned down and touched the Judge’s left wrist. There was no pulse.
Judge Reuben V. Atlee was dead.
C HAPTER 6
There was an antique wicker chair with a torn cushion and a frayed quilt over the back. No one had ever used it but the cat. Ray backed into it because it was the nearest place to sit, and for a long time he sat there across from the sofa, waiting for his father to start breathing, to wake up, sit up, take charge of matters, and say, “Where is Forrest?”
But the Judge was motionless. The only breathing at Maple Run was Ray’s rather labored efforts to get control of himself. The house was silent, the still air even heavier. He stared at the pallid hands resting peacefully, and waited for them to rise just slightly. Up and down, very slowly as the blood began pumping again and the lungs filled and emptied. But nothing happened. His father was straight as a board, with hands and feet together, chin on chest, as if he knew when he lay down that this last nap would be eternal.His lips were together with a hint of a smile. The powerful drug had stopped the pain.
As the shock began to fade, the questions took over. How long had he been dead? Did the cancer get him or did the old man just crank up the morphine? What was the difference? Was this staged for his sons? Where the hell was Forrest? Not that he would be of any help.
Alone with his father for the last time, Ray fought back tears and fought back all the usual tormenting questions of why didn’t I come earlier, and more often, and why didn’t I write and call and the list could go on if he allowed it.
Instead, he finally moved. He knelt quietly beside the sofa, put his head on the Judge’s chest, whispered, “I love you, Dad,” then said a short prayer. When he stood he had tears in his eyes, and that was not what he wanted. Younger brother would arrive in a moment, and Ray was determined to handle the situation with no emotion.
On the mahogany desk he found the ashtray with two pipes. One was empty. The bowl of the other was full of tobacco that had recently been smoked. It was slightly warm, at least Ray thought so, though he was not certain. He could see the Judge having a smoke while he tidied up the papers on his desk, didn’t want the boys to see too much of a mess, then when the pain hit he stretched out on the sofa, a touch of morphine for a little relief, then he drifted away.
Next to the Underwood was one of the Judge’s official envelopes, and across the front he had typed, “Last Will and Testament of Reuben V. Atlee.” Under it wasyesterday’s date, May 6, 2000. Ray took it and left the room. He found another diet soda in the refrigerator and walked to the front porch, where he sat on the swing and waited for Forrest.
Should he call the funeral home and have his father moved before Forrest arrived? He debated this with a fury for a while, then he read the will. It was a simple, one-page document with no surprises.
He decided he would wait until precisely 6 P.M ., and if Forrest hadn’t arrived he would call the funeral home.
The Judge was still dead when Ray returned to his study, and that was not a complete surprise. He replaced the envelope next to the typewriter, shuffled through some more papers, and at first felt odd doing so. But he would be executor of his father’s estate, and would soon be in charge of all the paperwork. He would