worry about that,â he said. âIâve got money. I mean, I couldnât pay my cab fare but thatâs because my walletââ He swallowed. âBecause I lost my wallet. Iâve got a goddamned bank account, stocks, bonds, Christ, you name it. Moneyâs what Iâve got.â
âHow old are you?â
âWhy?â
âWe could do this all night.â
âIâm seventeen,â he said bitterly. His tone surprised me. I guess I think when youâre seventeen you should be pleased to admit it. I guess I hope when Iâm seventy-nine, Iâll be pleased to admit it.
I said, âIn this state any contract you sign is not binding. You can pull out any time and there I am, looking for Valerie.â
He offered his hand again, the cold one, and looked me defiantly in the eye. âMy name is Jerry Toland. I live at 112 Lilac Palace Drive, Lincoln. I want to hire you. Iâm not going to back out of this, and if you wonât do it, tell me the name of somebody who will.â
I liked the way he said it, but I didnât let on. I said, âAnd youâll wake him up, too?â
âShit. I am sorry about that, really I am. I mean, I apologize and everything.â
âHowâs your mouth?â
âItâs okay. The ice helps.â
âHowâd it happen?â
âI was stupid.â
I liked that, too. No excuses. No complaints. So I said, âMy office is in the living room. My desk, anyhow. Why donât you come in there and weâll talk about it.â
âEven if Iâm only seventeen?â he said.
âEven if youâre only sixteen, which I suspect.â
âSixteen and seven months.â He tried out a grin but his lip wouldnât cooperate.
I went back into the living room for the second time in twenty-four hours, which probably broke some kind of record. Usually I only go in there to feed FluffyâI mean, Red Emmaâand I only keep her out of respect for my Aunt Bea. The bird cage used to have pride of place in front of the bay window. I moved it to one side so it doesnât block the view of the magnolia tree on the tiny pocket of front lawn.
Iâve never redecorated the living room, so it still looks the way it did when Aunt Bea died. Well, almost. Aunt Bea used to work up a real shine on the mahogany. Roz flicks a dust cloth at it when the spirit moves her, which is my kind of cleaning. I suppose I ought to take better care of things, but I still have trouble believing the house is mine. I pay my real estate taxes monthly, into an escrow account. That way it feels like rent, and believe me, the rentâs getting steeper all the time.
I do most of my work at the kitchen table because I like the view of the refrigerator. But clients seem to prefer Aunt Beaâs decor.
I led Jerry into the living room and turned on the desk lamp, one of the few not connected to the electric timer. He took one look at the oriental rug and protested that heâd drip on it. Someone had brought the kid up right. It made me think, and after I fetched a dry towel I asked him if he wanted to call his folks. Or somebody. To tell them he was okay.
âI called from the police station,â he said. âThey wonât worry.â I wasnât sure if he was lying or not, but I like to start off believing my clients so I let it ride.
I pulled a spiral notebook out of the bottom left-hand drawer of the desk and headed the first page with the date, Jerryâs name, and his address. I asked him for a phone number and he gave me one right off. Then he said I should probably have his parentsâ number, too.
âYou donât live together?â
âSure we do. I just gave you the line to my room.â
I donât come from the kind of background where kids have their own phones. Paolinaâs housing project doesnât run to private lines for the kiddies.
âOkay,â I said.