improbable. Theyâd met at a United Jewish Appeal Young Leadership event in San Diego. Ray was there because heâd heard that the UJA program was a good place to meet nice Jewish girls. After a series of miserable relationships with shiksas, heâd decided it was time to find a nice Jewish girl and settle down. Brandi was there in search of a nice Jewish man, having just walked out of a grisly two-year affair with a Vegas pit boss. Sheâd heard from one of her girlfriends that the UJA was filled with eligible, housebroken Jewish attorneys, doctors, and CPAs.
And thus two lapsed CatholicsâRay from St. Josephâs parish in Pittsburgh, Brandi from Sacred Heart in Peoriaâfound themselves seated next to each other during the UJA Young Leadership main event that night: a talk by the Israeli consul on West Bank settlements. Both affected keen interest in the speech while sizing each other up. Ray fit Brandiâs stereotype of a nice Jewish boy: black curly hair, broad nose, dark eyes, platinum Rolex. As for Brandi, although her blonde hair and blue eyes didnât quite fit Rayâs stereotype, her nametag (B. Wine) assuaged his doubts. After all, he reminded himself, wasnât Goldie Hawn Jewish? It wasnât until their third date that they discovered their unexpected kinship. It was not until their sixth date that Brandi revealed the precise nature and venue of the âmodern interpretive danceâ that she performed for a living.
Over by the elevators, Ray said something to Brandi. She glanced over at Lou, back at Ray, and nodded. The elevator doors slid open, and Ray gave her a quick kiss before she got on. She waved good-night to Lou as the doors closed.
Ray came back to Lou. âWhereâs your car?â
âIn the garage down the street,â Lou said.
âCome on. Iâll keep you company.â
They walked to the end of the block. Busch Stadium was directly ahead. To their left was a multi-story concrete parking garage. The wind had picked upâa warm summer breeze that rattled the flagpoles in the plaza in front of stadium. The huge bronze statue of Cardinals legend Stan MusialâStan the Manâshimmered in the moonlight. Lou looked up into a clear night sky. A crescent moon hung just above the ridge of the stadium. They crossed the street and stopped when they reached the parking garage.
Ray said, âDo me a favor.â
âWhat?â
Ray was studying Busch Stadium.
âI was out of the loop all those years,â he said. âFirst I heard was last year when you came to San Diego.â He turned to Lou. âI want to say good-bye to her.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âTonight.â
Lou looked away. âItâs probably closed.â
âMaybe not.â
Lou stared at Stan Musialâbat cocked, head tilted at that trademark angle. Stan the Man appeared to be staring back, studying Lou, waiting for his response.
âCome on,â Ray said. âI havenât been to St. Louis in more than twenty years, and with any luck Iâll never come back to this shithole.â
***
They parked near the main entrance. The front gate was closed but Ray found an open service entrance around the side.
The moon and stars illuminated the pathways, although Lou could have found his way blindfolded. The first year heâd come here every Saturday morning after saying Kaddish at the synagogue. Heâd tell her thingsâabout the kids, her parents, her girlfriends. Sometimes heâd try to tell her about himselfâhis cases, crazy stuff at the firm, a book he was reading. Sometimes heâd try to apologize. Often, though, it was just too hard to talk.
As they approached her grave, Lou slowed his pace to scan the ground. He spotted a white stone about the size of a walnut and bent to pick it up. He straightened and pointed down the aisle.
âThis way,â he said.
They walked along the grass between the