child.
But there was nothing immature about Gianniâs response to her. He wanted to rip her out of that buttoned-up white blouse and gathered floral skirt she wore and free her glorious hair from that ugly plait. And then he wanted to jump her like an animal and keep her in bed for at least twenty-four hours, he acknowledged, with grim acceptance of his own predictability.
He had really hoped she would leave him cold. But she didnât. Sooner or later she would. She was a woman, like other women, and eventually all women bored him. Only she never had in the past, he conceded reluctantly. And if he hadnât caught her with Stefano he would have married her. His dirt-poor Sicilian background of traditional values had surfaced when heâd got her pregnant. He had been ready to buy into the whole dream. The wife, the child, the family hearth. And this tiny, fragile woman, who would only reach his heart now if she stood on literal tiptoes, had exploded the dream and destroyed his relationship with his brother.
He had wanted revenge so badly he could still taste it even now. He had come down to Oxfordshire intending to let revenge simply take its natural course. He emitted a humourless laugh. He hated her, but he craved the oblivion of her sweet body like a drug addict craved a fix. He hated her, but he couldnât bring himself to hurt her. He hated the Jenningses for making him the weapon that had to hurt. He had no choice but to blow Millyâs cosy little fake world away. She had to take her own life back, and she couldnât do that without himâ¦
A slight, slanting smile eased the ferocious tension stamped on Gianniâs features. She was his . He cursed the rampant stirring in his loins. He had been in a state of near constant arousal ever since the airport. Only rigid self-discipline and cold intellect restrained him. For the foreseeable future, she was untouchable. He had waited three years; he could wait a little longer. The fiancé had to be seen off.How was Mr Square and Upwardly Mobile likely to react to the news that Milly wasnât really the bossâs daughter?
Milly shifted in her sleep and turned over. The plait lay temptingly exposed on the pillow. Gianni moved forward, and before he even knew what he was doing he was unclasping the stiff black bow, loosening the strands, running his long fingers through her beautiful silky hair. His hands werenât quite steady. Instantly he withdrew them, studied them broodingly, clenched them into defensive fists.
When she had her memory back and he had enjoyed her for a while, he would dump her again. But he would retain a lot of visiting privileges. Purely for his sonâs benefit, of course. The cascade of half-unravelled wavy golden hair hung over the side of the bed like a lethal lure. It might be quite a while until he dumped her. So what? He asked himself. You couldnât put a price on pleasure.
But how did he tell her the truth about herself in a way that didnât make her hate him? How did you wrap up the fact that at heart she was a gold-digging, cheating tramp who had fooled him right to the bitter end? And if she got her memory back she was going to remember that she had run rings round him right from the minute sheâd jumped out of that birthday cake. She was his one weakness, but he could afford to indulge himself just one more time. As long as he never let himself forget for a second what she was really likeâ¦
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âAngelâ¦?â
Somebody was shaking her awake. Faith began to sit up, opening her eyes, only to freeze into immobility.
Gianni DâAngelo stood over her. So very tall, so exotically dark.
âWhat did you call me?â she mumbled, remembering everything, attempting to block it back out again until she felt better equipped to deal with it.
Faint colour scored his hard cheekbones. âMillyâ¦I called you Milly.â
âMy nameâs Faith,â she told him