where the doc was heading, so he added, âIâm her only living.â When the doc looked blank, he finished: âRelative. In the country, so to speak.â
âAh.â A pause, a deep breath, then, âIâm Dr. Miller, Danny. Your grandmotherâs had a stroke. You know what a stroke is?â
âYes,â Danny said irritably.
âThere was substantial bleeding into the cranial aperâinside her skull, and some swelling of the brain. Weâve operated to relieve the pressure and also to repairthe blood vesselââ
âYouâve operated already?â
âYes. We had no choice. Your grandmother was in a very bad way when she arrived here.â He sounded a tad defensive. It occurred to Danny that nobody had been around to sign a consent form.
Danny said, âSheâs going to be all right, isnât she?â
That deep breath again. Dr. Miller said, âSheâs still in recovery, Danny, but I think sheâll be okay. Her age is against her, of course, but she looks like a fighter. I think sheâll pull through.â
Which told Danny they hadnât expected Nan to survive the operation. But now she was lying in a recovery room, tubes stuck up her nose. Danny knew the doc wasnât telling him everything: he could smell it. As an encouragement he said, âYou think sheâs going to live?â
âI think so. I hope so.â
Danny looked him in the eye. âButâ¦?â
The doctor shifted uneasily, and Danny could read his mind. There was good news and bad news, and the operation hadnât been the bad news. The bad news was still to come. âLook, Danny,â the doctor said, âit isnât just a question of whether she lives or dies. Sheâs not quite out of danger, but her vital signs are good, and there were no problems during the operation, no technical problems. But it was some time before she got here, some time afterthe actual stroke. There was a lot of bleeding. Frankly, weâre worried about the possibility of brain damage.â
Danny stared at him. The words brain damage had turned him cold. After a long moment he asked, âHow bad?â
âWe donât know.â
Brain damage could mean you lost a bit of feeling in your hands, or a small part of your face got frozen. But it could mean something else, something he didnât want to think about. He thought about it, swallowed, then asked hoarsely, âCould my Nan turn into a vegetable? Could it leave her so she canât speak, canât move at all?â
The doctor looked away. âWe donât know.â
âHow was she before the operation?â Danny asked.
Dr. Miller looked at him. After a long moment he said, âShe couldnât move and she couldnât speak. But that doesnât mean she will stay that way. Not necessarily. Weâve done everything we can to minimize the damage, and weâll continue to monitor her very carefully while sheâs here, but sheâs going to need constant nursing for a time after sheâs discharged. Quite how long that will be I canât tell you yet.â
âCan I see her?â Danny said.
For a second it looked as if the doc was going to refuse, but then he said, âSheâll be moved into ward seventeen when she comes out of recovery. Thatâs on the secondfloor. Why donât you go up and wait by the nursesâ station? Iâll look in and see how she is, and if everythingâs okay, you can see her for a short time: it might do her good to have someone from her family around when she wakes up.â He fixed Danny with a serious look. âBut you mustnât expect too much at this stage, Danny. Sheâll be groggy from the anesthetic on top of all her other problems. So just a few minutes, eh?â
âOkay,â Danny said.
The nurses on the second floor were nice. They told him his Nan was going to be all right, found him a