Mulhaneyâs return, he closed the door and then matter-of-factly began taking off Tessâs jacket.
She was panting, but not from the pain. âMatt, youâ¦mustnât!â She feverishly tried to stay the lean, strong hands that were unfastening her blouse.
His black eyes met hers with a faint twinkle. âFeeling prudish, Tess? You saw as much if not more of me after I was shot at Wounded Knee.â
âI was fourteen then,â she said, aware even as she spoke that it was a nonsensical answer. âAnd you mustnât handle meâ¦like this.â
âWhere are all those slogans you were spouting about a womanâs rights?â He glanced down again at the buttons. âDonât your more radical sisters even advocate free love?â
âI am notâ¦that radical! Will you please stop undressing me?â
He didnât even slow down. âWith the best of luck, it will take the doctor a little time to get here,â he said as he worked buttons through the dainty holes. âI smell the blood.â
She started, having forgotten about Mattâs remarkable sensory powers, honed from childhood. If heâd ever been a child. Sioux males trained to be warriors from a very early age, learning the knife and bow and horsemanship as young boys, and getting a taste of battle by accompanying war parties as water carriers.
âMattâ¦â she protested, both hands going to the buttons to stop him.
He brushed her fumbling fingers aside. âI never imagined you to be such a prim woman,â he chided. âYou and I know more about each other than many husbands and wives do.â
That was true. Intimacy had been forced into their relationship because she nursed him so long after his devastating wounds. Not that her father hadnât had many qualms. It violated his sense of morality and decorum, but he had been unable to withstand her tearful pleas to be allowed to help.
âBut this isâ¦different,â she tried to explain.
His hands stilled for an instant while he looked into her eyes and saw the shyness there.
âI would do the same for anyone,â he said evenly.
She bit her lower lip.
He moved her hands aside very gently. âNo one will ever know,â he said softly. âDoes that reassure you?â
It was odd that she trusted him so much. The thought of any other manâs hands on her was sickening. But not Mattâs. They were immaculate hands, always clean and neat and so very strong, yet gentle.
The problem was that her heart reacted violently to the touch of those hands on her bare skin over her collarbone. She ached for him to do more than unbutton her clothing, though she couldnât imagine what that âmoreâ might be.
He pretended not to notice, and unbuttoned the last of the buttons on her blouse. Visible beneath it was a whale-bone corset and, above that, a lace-decorated muslin chemise. At the sight of the dark points of her nipples through the muslin Mattâs hands stilled. A faint glitter claimed his dark eyes for an instant.
âYou mustnât stare at me like that,â she whispered.
His eyes lifted to hers. âWhy not?â
She wondered that herself. While she was struggling for a rational reason, his eyes went back to her bodice and seemed bent on memorizing how she looked.
âOh, this is very unconventional,â she protested weakly.
âAnd wickedly pleasurable,â he murmured. His hand slid from the buttons of her blouse to the edge of the muslin and she jumped as if his lean fingers burned her soft skin.
âYou rake!â she gasped, catching his hand.
âAll right.â He chuckled, letting her move his curiousfingers back to the task at hand. âIf I had any lingering doubts about your modern ideas, theyâre gone now.â
âWhat do you mean?â she asked indignantly.
âAll that talk about free love and liberated morals,â he chided.