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paper in the nearest litter bin. Had he been at all interested in horse-racing, he might have noticed that Carolina Cutie was running in the 4:30 at Kempton Park. But it had been many years since he had placed a bet with any bookie—instead now spending many hours of each working day studying on his office's computer screens the odds displayed from the London, New York, and Tokyo stock exchanges.
    Considerably safer.
    And recently he'd been rather lucky in the management of his clients’ investments.
    And the bonuses were good.
    He let himself into his flat, tapped in the numbers on the burglar alarm, and walked into the kitchen, where he poured himself a large gin with a good deal of ice and very little tonic. But he'd never had any drinking problem himself. Unlike his wife. His murdered wife.
    Lauren had promised to be along about 6 P.M. , and she'd never been late. He would call a taxi… well, perhaps they'd spend an hour or so between the sheets first, although (if truth were told) he was not quite so keenly aware of her sexual magnetism as he had been a few months earlier. Passion was coming off the boil. It usually happened. On both sides, too. It had happened withYvonne, with whom he'd scaled the heights of sexual ecstasy, especially in the first few months of their marriage. Yet even during those kingfisher days he had been intermittently unfaithful to her; had woken with heart-aching guilt in the small hours of so many worryful nights—until, that is, he had discovered what he
had
discovered about her; and until he had fallen in love with a woman who was living so invitingly close to him in Lower Swinstead.
    The front doorbell rang at 5:50 P.M. Ten minutes early. Good sign! He felt sexually ready for her now; tossed back the last mouthful of his second gin; and went to greet her.
    “You're in the paper again!” she blurted, almost accusingly, brandishing the relevant page of the
Evening Standard
in front of his face after the door was closed behind them.
    “Really?”
    For the second time Harrison looked down at the headline, new clue to old murder; and pretended to read the article through.
    “Well?” she asked.
    “Well, what?”
    “What have you got to tell me?”
    “I'm going to take you out for a meal and then I'm going to take you upstairs to bed—or maybe the other way round.”
    “I didn't mean that. You know I didn't.”
    “What are you talking about?”
    “I want you to tell me what
happened.
You've never spoken about it, have you? Not to me. And I want to know!” Her upper lip was suddenly tremulous. “So before we do anything else, you'd better—”
    “Better what?” He snapped the words and his voice seemed that of a different man. “Listen, my sweetheart! The day you tell me what to do, that's the day we finish, OK? And if you don't get that message loud and clear” (paradoxically the voice had dropped to a whisper) “you'd better bugger off and forget we ever met.”
    There were no tears in her eyes as she replied: “I can'tdo that, Frank. But there's one thing I
can
do: I'm going, as you so delicately put it, to bugger off!”
    In full control of herself she turned the catch on the Yale lock, and the door closed quietly behind her.

Chapter Nine
    He looked at me with eyes I thought
I was not like to find.
    (A. E. Housman,
More Poems
, XLI)
    It had been the previous day, Thursday, when after collecting her boss's mail Barbara Dean had walked along the corridor, white blouse as ever perfectly pressed, flicking through the eleven envelopes held in her left hand. And looking with particular attention (again!) at the one addressed with a scarlet felt-pen, in outsize capital letters, to:

    The execution of this lettering gave her the impression of its being neither the work of a particularly educated nor of a particularly uneducated correspondent. Yet the lowercase legend along the top-left of the envelope—“Private and Confidencial”
(sic)
—would perhaps suggest the latter.