you.â Comrade Medardo was shocked. âA miracle.â
âLast night I went to a party and didnât get to bed until late.â
âYou, at a party?â Comrade Medardo laughed. âAnother miracle.â
âSomething interesting,â Mayta explained. âBut not what youâre thinking. Iâm going to report to the committee right now.â
The outside of the garage had nothing that would even suggest the kind of activities that went on there. Inside, you saw first a poster with the bearded faces of Marx, Lenin, and Trotsky that Comrade Jacinto had brought back from a congress of Trotskyist organizations in Montevideo. Stacked against the walls were piles of Workers Voice and handbills, manifestos and statements favoring strikes or denouncing them, which they had never got around to handing out. There were a couple of chairs with their bottoms hanging out, and a few three-legged stools that looked as though they might belong either to a milkmaid or to a medium. Some mattresses were piled on top of each other and covered with a blanket. They were also used as seats when necessary. On a bookshelf made of boards and bricks, a few books covered with plaster dust languished, and in a corner there was the skeleton of a tricycle without wheels. The local office of the RWP(T) was so tiny that, with only a third of the committee present, it looked as though there was a quorum.
âMayta?â Moisés leans back in his desk chair and gives me an incredulous look.
âMayta,â I say. âYou remember him, donât you?â
He recovers his aplomb and his smile. âOf course, how could I ever forget him. But itâs just strange. Is there anyone anywhere in Peru who remembers Mayta?â
âBarely any. Thatâs why I have to squeeze out the memories of the few who do remember.â
I know heâll help me, because Moisés is an obliging type, always willing to help anyone. But I realize at the same time heâll have to break through his own psychological reservations, do himself a kind of violence, since he had worked closely with Mayta and they had certainly been friends. Is he made uncomfortable by the memory of Comrade Mayta in this office full of leather-bound books, a parchment map of old Peru, and some fornicating pre-Colombian deities from Huacas in a glass case? Does having to speak again about the activities and illusions he and Mayta shared make him feel he is in a slightly false situation? Probably. Remembering Mayta makes even meâand I was never one of Maytaâs political buddiesâill at ease, so the important director of the Action for Development Center mustâ¦
âHe was a good guy,â he says prudently. At the same time, he looks at me as if to discover in my deepest, most secret innermost self my own opinion of Mayta. âAn idealist, well-intentioned. But naïve, deluded. At least, as far as that rotten business in Jauja is concerned, I have a clean conscience. I told him he was getting into a mess and I tried to get him to reconsider. A waste of time, of course, because he was stubborn as a mule.â
âIâm trying to reconstruct the beginning of his political life,â I explain. âI donât know much, except that when he was still a kid, before the university, or in the first year, he joined APRA. And laterâ¦â
âAnd later he became everything, thatâs the truth,â says Moisés. âAPRA, communist, revisionist, Trotskyist. Every sect, every group. The only reason he wasnât in more is that in those days there werenât more. Nowadays heâd have more options. Here in the center we are charting all the parties, groups, alliances, factions, and leftist fronts there are in Peru. How many would you think? More than thirty.â He drums his fingers on the desk and assumes a pensive attitude.
âBut thereâs one thing you have to recognize,â he quickly