has its perks.â
âI donât want her as my mistress.â Benito gave a wry smile at his cousinâs shocked expression, but Luca soon recovered, and with acquired skill, palmed off his date and collected a glass of champagne as Benito braced himself for the scorn.
It never came.
âWhy are you still here?â Luca asked.
âI have never run after a woman.â
âYouâve never needed to.â
Need. There was that word again. What was it Alisa had said? Need was about obligation, fulfilling oneâs duties. He had no obligation to her. Her duty was supposedly to himâ¦and yetâ¦heâd expected contempt from Luca, a derisive laugh. Luca, who should be the last to understand how he felt, actually was the first.
âIâm sorry, Your Highness!â Giovanni apologized profusely as he approached to the two princes. âI would never normally interrupt on such an occasion, however, when I heard the childâs health was so critical, I felt I had no choiceââ
âThe child!â Benitoâs face was as pale as his shirt. âMarietta?â
âShe stopped breathing.â
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Benito knew the hospital well.
Even though he lived in Contarini, many events had seen him rush along these corridors: his sisterâs horrific boating accident, royal births, deaths⦠Yes, Benito knew the polished floors of the hospital too wellâ¦
Or he thought he did.
The incredulous face of the nurse as he swung into the dimly lit childrenâs ward would stay in his mind forever.
His dark eyes scanned the two rows of beds as the contrite nurse scuttled behind him.
âI thought she had stopped breathing, that sheâ¦â
âShe did.â Alisa held the pale hand of her sisterâs more tightly. âBut she is better now.â
âWhereâs the doctor?â
âI donât know.â
âWhat did he say?â
âI donât know.â
âWhat do you mean?â He raked a hand through his hair, struggled to keep his voice and breathing regular. Where the hell was everyone? âHe must have said something?â
âNot to me!â Her worried jade eyes met his, bitterness soaking her words. âWeâre not in the royal wing. The nurse says that Marietta is to rest. She needs to have medicine through a drip. Had I bought her here soonerâ¦â
âItâs not your fault.â For the first time Benito noticed the elderly lady sitting quietly in a chair. Saw her face turn unseeing to Alisaâs. âI was the one who said to wait.â
âAnd I was the one out dancing andâ¦â Alisa didnât finishâcouldnâtâher eyes closing in regret as elusive doctors, administrative staff and porters all scrambled like fighter pilots toward Mariettaâs bed. Now that royalty was here, she didnât have to wait. And for Benito, utter realization hit. The disparity Alisa had eluded to had never been more apparent than it was now.
Staring down at little Marietta, the strain and effort in her tired face as she struggled to just breathe, he asked himself, Why was this small life less precious?
Chapter Eight
Living off Benitoâs scraps mightnât be so bad.
Seeing Mariettaâs usually pale face rosy and laughing as she sat up in bed in her private room, playing with the doll Benito had bought her, Alisa knew, not for the first time, sheâd been too hasty declining his offer to be his mistress. Even if her heart bled for the other twenty-nine children lying in the childrenâs ward, even if the injustice enraged her, Alisa knew she couldnât change the world.
But she could change Mariettaâs.
âCome back to the villa,â Benito suggested. âHave a bath and lie downâ¦â
âI donât want to leave her.â
âPrince Benito is right.â Bellaâs voice was insistent. âYou have sat by her bed for two days now.