ââAnd the steaks await.ââ
He carried the wooden salad bowl, tongs, and dressing to the table. ââHow about some dinner music?ââ
ââSure. What are you in the mood for?ââ
He winked at her in response, and she felt her face blush.
ââYou pick.ââ
She went to the sitting area of the small living room and scanned the CD tower. This was not a night for anything heavy. Keep it mellow, she decided, thinking ahead to the topic of conversation, which must wait until they had enjoyed the jointly made candlelight dinner.
She reached for her old favorite, legendary Stan Getzâcool tenor saxâand slipped the disk into the CD player. Smooth jazz filled up all the spaces of silence, and she sat down across from Michael.
ââHold your plate,ââ he said and forked one of the steaks.
She watched him place the medium-rare piece of meat onto her plate. She was aware of his hands, his well-manicured nails . . . and immediately she thought of her motherâs plans to do an all-day manicure, pedicure, and facial with all the bridesmaids. Then, they were all supposed to go to a glitzy tearoom Mother had booked, where Louisa was to present the gold bracelets.
But here she was having a really terrific dinner with Michael, who was making nice remarks about the steaks sheâd grilled. Saying other complimentary things with his eyes, as well.
Oh, she groaned inwardly. Wrong timing .
But later, during a dessert of peach sorbet and gourmet butter cookies, it was Michael who mentioned that his mother was asking about ââall those groomsmen.ââ
ââDid you tell her it was my motherâs idea to have a million bridesmaids, which meant you had to scrounge up that many groomsmen?ââ
He shook his head. ââMoi?ââ
ââWell, itâs excessive, and it seems Mother has decided this wedding is to be the most costly, the most lavish of any in Denverâs recent history.ââ
ââHmm . . .ââ Michael frowned. ââI take it youâre not happy.ââ
ââItâs just that . . .ââ She spooned up a small amount of sorbet and stared at it. ââI was hoping our wedding might reflect something of the two of us .ââ
ââDoesnât it? Our families arenât exactly collecting food stamps. Why not have a good time?ââ
This wasnât going as she had imagined. She looked at him. ââItâs gotten so out of hand, and Motherâs calling all the shots.ââ
He reached across the table for her hand but she stiffened. ââWhatâs really wrong?ââ
ââDonât you get it, Michael? Itâs not a wedding anymore, itâs a Las Vegas show!ââ She thought she might cry.
ââDo your parents know how you feel?ââ
ââItâs not me theyâre trying to please. Itâs all about making impressions . . . Motherâs society sisters, for one. And everyone else on the guest list.ââ
Michael shrugged. ââSo? My momâs one of the society girls, too, remember? Sheâs equally anxious to see a gala wedding for us. Everyone, both families, all of our friends, are on board.ââ
ââExcept me.ââ Her words came out like a thud, and Michaelâs eyebrows shot up. Until this moment, she hadnât realized how terribly disillusioned she had become. What had changed? Was it Annie Zookâs friendship over the years, an Amish girlâs influence from afar? No, it was more than that. Had to be.
She swallowed hard. ââA quarter-of-a-million-dollar wedding wonât make our day more special or meaningful, will it?ââ She had to hear him refute it. Instead, he pushed his chair back and reached for her salad plate, as well as his own, and carried