asked.
I smiled my thanks that she didnât mess up my game by telling Allen about my curfew.
âHey, Candy,â Allen said.
âHey,â she said, not even bothering to look at him.
âOh, itâs like that?â he said. âYou canât show me no love?â He stretched his arms out, waiting for a hug.
âNo, I canât,â she said with an attitude. She turned and walked away. âYou coming, Courtland?â
âIâve got to get up early tomorrow,â I said, wondering if my excuse sounded as lame as it felt. âIâll see you at school next week.â
I hurried over to Candy. âWhat was that about?â I asked.
âTrust me, you donât even want to know.â
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When we pulled up to the house, Daddyâs unmarked squad car was in the driveway, which surprised me. Momma said he had been working a lot of overtime lately, but I didnât really believe it.
âIâll see you guys on Monday,â I said, as my teammates chorused goodbye.
The house was quiet when I walked in, and for some reason it scared me. Whenever I went out with my friends, Momma waited up for me, and although I pretended I didnât like it, it was something I expected.
âWhere you been?â Daddy asked from the darkness of our den.
âI went out with my friends. Didnât Momma tell you?â I asked.
He didnât respond. I heard ice clinking in a glass, and I knew he was drinking. I hated it when he drank.
âWhereâs Momma?â I asked.
âSomewhere upstairs,â he muttered.
âDo you have to go back to work?â I asked, trying to make conversation as I turned on the hallway light.
Daddy and I rarely talked, and when we did, it seemed as though I was always the one initiating the conversation.
âNah,â he said.
âWhereâs your car?â I asked.
He glanced at me like I was annoying him. âWhy?â he asked.
âI was just asking,â I said.
âI had an accident, so I have the squad car until I get it fixed.â
I didnât even bother to ask if he was okay. âGood night,â I said and headed upstairs. Cory was already asleep, and I found Momma in her room reading her Bible.
I knocked on the partially open door. âIâm back,â I said.
She smiled. âDid you have a good time?â she asked.
âYes, maâam.â
âWhereâd you guys go?â
I told Momma about my evening, and although I knew she was listening, her mind seemed to be somewhere else.
âYou okay?â I finally asked.
âIâm fine, baby,â she said.
âWhat did you and Cory do after the game?â
âNothing much. I was trying to get ready for church tomorrow. Donât forget we have to be there early for the annual prayer breakfast.â
I nodded, trying to hide a yawn.
âWhy donât you get to bed? Youâve had a long day.â
âOkay,â I agreed. I walked over to give her a hug.
She didnât bother to respond. âMomma, are you okay, really?â I asked, searching her eyes.
She patted my hand. âThereâs nothing for you to worry about, sweetie. Everything is fine.â
âYes, maâam,â I said. âGood night.â I turned to leave then swung back around and gave her a hug. âI love you, Momma.â
She squeezed me so hard I thought my ribs would break. âI love you, too, baby.â
I got ready for bed, all the while thinking about Momma, trying to figure out why she stayed with Daddy. From what I could see, she didnât love himâI mean they rarely spent time together, and any time Daddy was home, the house was filled with tension. She had a job, so she couldnât use not having money as an excuse. I just didnât understand, and deep down, I didnât want to.
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It didnât take me long to get dressed for school Monday morning since I had picked out my