a neutral enough comment. The
very last thing he
wanted was for her to make a
retreat into silence.
"Actually," she replied.
moving objects around the shelves
as she spoke, ''the lesson comes
in weighing public appearances
and private realities. Mrs.
Walker-Hines is a perfect
example. Publicly she presents
her situation as being the epitome
of financial solvency. Just this
morning she had her maid
carrying purchases out of
Emmaline's shop for all to see. Privately,
however, she's selling silver to
pay those bills and
many others."
"With the
servants doing the actual selling," Aiden supplied,
watching her, noting the easy
smile on her face. It was
serene and yet somehow bursting
with life and energy.
"Of course. She has
appearances to maintain. If the selling
somehow becomes public knowledge,
she can always
claim that she knew nothing of it
and have the servants
charged with theft."
"A rather
low tactic," he observed, leaning his shoulder
against a shelf support and
crossing his arms over his chest.
Damn if she wasn't fascinating to
watch. She didn't touch
things, she caressed and cajoled
them.
"To the Rose Walker-Hineses of this
world, appearances
often matter more than loyalty,'" she explained, apparently
unaware of
his appraisal. “It’s a lesson Mohan isfinding
particularly
difficult to understand.
Pretensions are quite foreign
to his native
philosophies."
He disagreed; so far Mohan had
given him the impression
of being quite wedded to
pretenses. But he knew better than to
share that view. Alex Radford tended to be a bit protective of
her tyrannical
charge . " Philosophies?" he repeated,
deciding
it might be a
safer topic of conversation. "He has more than
one?"
She nodded and went on with her rearranging.
"Hinduism
is a complex and ever-so-flexible
system of beliefs and practices.
We maintain one steadfast
religious prohibition in this
household though and that's regarding
the consumption of
beef. If you find
yourself yearning for it. you ' ll
have to dine
out. Other than that concession,
my objective is to make Mohan's
daily life as English as
possible."
"How does
he like it?"
"He's a typically tolerant
child. With the typical Indian
view of the world."
"Enlighten me as to what
that might be," he pressed, genuinely
curious, genuinely liking-to his
surprise-the sound
of her voice.
She pursed her lips for a moment
as though concentrating
and then smiled serenely.
"In its simplest form ... The universe-
and all that's in it-is in a
constant state of change.
What there is, is and there is
nothing more at the moment.
What comes, comes. What goes,
goes. Within that acceptance,
one can shape one's destiny for
the next lifetime
through the exercise of good
thoughts, words, and deeds. The
tasks, lessons, and challenges of
this lifetime are set at birth,
determined by the actions of the
life lived before, and thus inescapable."
"Sounds rather fatalistic to
me," he confided.
"Only on the surface."
He drew a deep breath and stepped
out on a limb. "Do
you subscribe to that
perspective?"
She laughed. Softly, lightly. And
like her whisper in the
upstairs hall, it washed over
him, igniting his senses. "I'm
British," she said, mercifully
not looking at him. "And like
all Britons, I believe that I'm
the complete master of my
own destiny. My task as the royal
tutor is to attempt to infuse
some of that perspective into
Mohan's Indian one."
"Is he learning?"
''There are good days and bad
days, Mr. Terrell."
As with all things. If he only
considered the last few minutes,
he could call it a very good day,
indeed. They seemed
to have stumbled on a way to
converse without outright conflict.
"Do you suppose you could
call me Aiden?" he asked,
trying to strengthen the tenuous
bridge. "When it's just the
two of us, of course. 'Mr.
Terrell' always makes me think my
father's about