me.â
Mrs. Rasulâs eyes filled with tears. âRasul likes you too.â She stroked Safiyahâs cheek. âYou remind himâ¦you remind usâ¦â she stammered. She took a breath and smiled sadly at Safiyah. âHis sister was your age when she died,â she said. âWe all miss her.â
Safiyah wanted to slap her hands against her ears. She didnât want to hear anything more about people dying. About people losing their mothers or fathers. Or their little girls.
She struggled to think of the right thing to say. But the words got all mixed up in a tangle of anger and sadness. Finally she asked quietly, âWhat was her name?â
Mrs. Pakua blinked. A tear trickled down her cheek and dropped onto her bright kitenge. âArafa. Her name was Arafa.â A smile quivered on her lips. âDo you know what that means?â
âNo.â
âIt means intelligent . Arafa was a bright spark in our lives. She loved school.â
She patted Safiyahâs knee. âAs I am sure you will. One day.â
Safiyah fingered the crumbs in Cucuâs mancala board. How could that ever happen? she wondered. âRasul should be in school,â said Mrs. Pakua. âBut life here in Kibera is hard for everyone, as you know. And much of what Rasul and hisâ¦gangâ¦â Mrs. Pakua cleared her throat. âI donât like to think of them like that. But thatâs how everyone thinks of them. Rasul and his friends do many things that I might not approve of. But he takes care of his family.â Her voice was low and fierce. âWe all need to take care of our families if we are to survive.â
âLike my girl here.â Cucu was awake.
Safiyah sat quietly as Mrs. Pakua helped Cucu sit up. There was so much to think about. BladeâsâRasulâsâsister. Survival. Taking care of each other.
âI am pleased to see you looking so much better,â Mrs. Pakua told Cucu.
âI feel better,â said Cucu. âI think it is time I went home. Did you bring what I asked?â she asked Safiyah.
As Safiyah held up the mancala board, crumbs trickled onto the blanket. She gathered them in her hand before Cucu saw her wasting food.
âThis is one of the few things that we brought with us from our village,â Cucu told Mrs. Pakua. âSaffy. Hand me my stones.â
Safiyah pulled them out from under the mattress, where she had tucked them days ago. The stones rattled as she emptied the bag onto the blankets.
Mrs. Pakua picked one up. âSo pretty.â
âShall I play with you, Cucu?â asked Safiyah.
âYou?â Her grandmother frowned at her. âIt is a game for old ladies, you said. Boring.â
âI changed my mind. I want you to teach me.â
Cucu grinned as she found a flat place in the blankets to set her mancala board.
Mrs. Pakua stood up. âI will leave you to your game. But first I want to speak with the doctor. Later, Rasul will bring you supper.â
âSend the little boy too,â said Cucu. âI forget my troubles when he is around.â
Safiyah watched Mrs. Pakua step between the patients and their families, who filled the ward. She held the mancala stones in her hand, ready to play a game that her mother and grandmother had shared in a village that seemed farther and farther away every day.
Chapter Fifteen
By the time Cucu was ready to leave the clinic, her cough had almost gone. The shadows around her eyes were not so deep and her skin was cool and dry.
The clamor of the ward was familiar to Safiyah now. She liked the strange smells, the quiet voices in the night, and the constant flow of people in and out. She was also glad to be going home again, to the scent of supper fires along the alley, the neighborsâ loud laughter and the rattle of kettles at the tea shop.
Safiyah helped Cucu straighten her dress. She pinned her grandmotherâs little package of pills inside