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moments when she could see a cold kind of light in his blue eyes, a glacial hardness that hadn’t been there before.
    They ate sitting on the hearth-rug in the unfurnished study. It was the smallest room in the cavernous house, and Ben’s crackling log blaze had quickly chased the chill from the air. Firelight danced on the oak panels. In the shadowy corners of the room, packing cases and tape-sealed cardboard boxes were still piled up unopened from the move.
    ‘Fried egg butties and cheap wine,’ he said. ‘You should have been a soldier.’
    ‘When you work the hours I do, you learn to appreciate the quick and simple things in life,’ she said with a smile. The bottle between them was half-empty now and she was feeling more relaxed than she had for days. They sat in silence for a while, and she let her gaze be drawn by the hypnotic rhythm of the flames.
    Ben watched her face in the firelight. He had a clear image in his mind of the last time they’d sat alone together like this, a decade and a half earlier. He and Oliver had been on leave from the army and had travelled up to mid-Wales together to the Llewellyn family home in Builth Wells. The old merchant townhouse, once grand, had by then grown tatty and neglected with the decline of Richard Llewellyn’s antique piano restoration business. Ben had only briefly met Leigh and Oliver’s father, a kindly, heavy man in his mid-sixties, with a greying beard, a face reddened by a little too much port and the sad eyes of a man widowed for six years.
    It had been evening, the rain lashing down outside, wind howling through the chimney. Oliver was taking advantage of his week’s freedom to go in search of pulchritude , as he had put it. Richard Llewellyn was up in his private study, as he always seemed to be, poring over old books and papers.
    Alone downstairs, Ben had built a roaring log fire and Leigh had sat by him. They’d talked quietly for hours. That had been the night of their first kiss. There hadn’t been many.
    He smiled to himself, returning to the present-watching her now, the flickering glow on her cheek. Neither time nor fame had changed her.
    ‘What are you thinking about?’ he said.
    She turned away from the fire to look at him. ‘Thinking about you,’ she said.
    ‘What about me?’
    ‘Did you ever marry, find someone?’
    He was silent for a moment. ‘It’s hard for me, with the life I lead. I don’t think I’m the settling kind.’
    ‘You haven’t changed, then.’
    He felt the sting of her words, but said nothing.
    ‘I hated you for a long time,’ she said quietly, looking into the flames. ‘After what you did to me.’
    He said nothing.
    ‘Why didn’t you turn up that night?’ she asked, looking round at him.
    He sighed and paused a long time before replying. ‘I don’t know,’ he said. He’d thought about it so often.
    ‘I loved you,’ she said.
    ‘I loved you,’ he answered.
    ‘Did you, really?’
    ‘Yes, I did.’
    ‘But you loved the regiment more.’
    ‘I was young, Leigh. I thought I knew what I wanted.’
    She looked back into the fire. ‘I waited for you that night after the show. I was so excited. It was my debut. I thought you were in the audience. I sang my heart out for you. You said you’d meet me backstage and we’d go to the party together. But you never came. You just disappeared.’
    He didn’t know what to say to her.
    ‘You really broke my heart,’ she said. ‘Maybe you don’t realize that.’
    He reached out and touched her shoulder. ‘I’ve always felt bad about what I did. I’ve never forgotten it, and I’ve often thought about you.’
    ‘I’m sorry,’ she said. ‘I shouldn’t drag out the past. It was a long time ago.’
    They sat in silence for a while. He tossed another log on the fire, gazing at the orange sparks flying up the chimney. He didn’t know what more to say to her.
    ‘I miss Oliver,’ she said suddenly.
    ‘I miss him too,’ he said. ‘I wish I’d seen more of