a shadow darkened my plate, and I turned my head to see Megan standing in the French window.
âOh,â said her mother. âHereâs Megan.â
Her voice held a faintly surprised note, as though she had forgotten that Megan existed.
The girl came in and shook hands, awkwardly and without any grace.
âIâm afraid I forgot about your tea, dear,â said Mrs. Symmington. âMiss Holland and the boys took theirs out with them, so thereâs no nursery tea today. I forgot you werenât with them.â
Megan nodded.
âThatâs all right. Iâll go to the kitchen.â
She slouched out of the room. She was untidily dressed as usual and there were potatoes in both heels.
Mrs. Symmington said with a little apologetic laugh:
âMy poor Megan. Sheâs just at that awkward age, you know. Girls are always shy and awkward when theyâve just left school before theyâre properly grown up.â
I saw Joannaâs fair head jerk backwards in what I knew to be a warlike gesture.
âBut Meganâs twenty, isnât she?â she said.
âOh, yes, yes. She is. But of course sheâs very young for her age. Quite a child still. Itâs so nice, I think, when girls donât grow up too quickly.â She laughed again. âI expect all mothers want their children to remain babies.â
âI canât think why,â said Joanna. âAfter all, it would be a bit awkward if one had a child who remained mentally six while his body grew up.â
âOh, you mustnât take things so literally, Miss Burton,â said Mrs. Symmington.
It occurred to me at that moment that I did not much care for Mrs. Symmington. That anaemic, slighted, faded prettiness concealed, I thought, a selfish and grasping nature. She said, and I disliked her a little more still:
âMy poor Megan. Sheâs rather a difficult child, Iâm afraid. Iâve been trying to find something for her to doâI believe there are several things one can learn by correspondence. Designing and dressmakingâor she might try and learn shorthand and typing.â
The red glint was still in Joannaâs eye. She said as we sat down again at the bridge table:
âI suppose sheâll be going to parties and all that sort of thing. Are you going to give a dance for her?â
âA dance?â Mrs. Symmington seemed surprised and amused. âOh, no, we donât do things like that down here.â
âI see. Just tennis parties and things like that.â
âOur tennis court has not been played on for years. Neither Richard nor I play. I suppose, later, when the boys grow upâOh,Megan will find plenty to do. Sheâs quite happy just pottering about, you know. Let me see, did I deal? Two No Trumps.â
As we drove home, Joanna said with a vicious pressure on the accelerator pedal that made the car leap forward:
âI feel awfully sorry for that girl.â
âMegan?â
âYes. Her mother doesnât like her.â
âOh, come now, Joanna, itâs not as bad as that.â
âYes, it is. Lots of mothers donât like their children. Megan, I should imagine, is an awkward sort of creature to have about the house. She disturbs the patternâthe Symmington pattern. Itâs a complete unit without herâand thatâs a most unhappy feeling for a sensitive creature to haveâand she is sensitive.â
âYes,â I said, âI think she is.â
I was silent a moment.
Joanna suddenly laughed mischievously.
âBad luck for you about the governess.â
âI donât know what you mean,â I said with dignity.
âNonsense. Masculine chagrin was written on your face every time you looked at her. I agree with you. It is a waste.â
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âBut Iâm delighted, all the same. Itâs the first sign of reviving life. I was