that we might find ourselves alone, able to address the growing admiration I felt for him and I was nearly certain he felt for me.
It was both exhilarating and frightening to realize that I had just made the first big decision of my adult life.
Chapter 4
HIS FINGERS WERE WARM AS HE LACED THEM through mine. It would have been wiser for me to run. There was danger that he would snatch my virtue; perhaps more that I would allow it. I closed my eyes to the divine sensation of his thumb brushing back and forth over my wrist, aware of the desire rising inside me.
âWhat are you doing, Mr. Rodin?â I said breathlessly.
âHow could my brother not find you absolutely perfect, Miss Bridgeton? He would have to be blind.â
My heart thudded as I turned to meet his smoldering eyes. Unable to move, I fought to collect my thoughts, searched for a reason to deny what my body craved. I had spent days thinking of nothing but William.
âMy father cautioned me that men, especially men who want something, will stop at nothing to achieve their purpose. Is that what youâre doing, Mr. Rodin?â His eyes drifted to my mouth and I knew his curiosity matched mine.
âI confess, Miss Bridgeton, that since we first met, you have pervaded my thoughts.â His crystalline blue eyes met my gaze.
âI pray, do not tease me, sir.â I could not tell if my stomachwas misbehaving or if more was happening to me. I had a dull ache deep insideâa yearning that I could not explain.
His grip tightened as he leaned toward me. The struggle for restraint was evident in his eyes and in the tick of his set jaw. A gust of hot air blew through the open balcony doors, sending a rustle of papers to join the pleasant buzz beginning in my head.
âAnd you, Miss Bridgeton, do you not know how youâve bewitched me?â
He moved closer, afraid, I think, to frighten me. His warm, musky scent overtook my senses as he searched my eyes, asking silent permission. The mere brush of his lips to mine snatched my breath away, unleashing a primal need.
I boldly met his mouth, secretly thrilled by his deep-throated growl as he backed me against the wall. I curved my body to his hard muscled warmth, sensing his arousal through the layers of clothing between us.
Sweat trickled between my breasts, skittering over my heated flesh. The images conjured by the couple in the gardens leaped into my mind. I gave in to the lustful sounds in my memory, causing a ravenous fire to course through me.
I savored Williamâs mouth slanting over mine, seducing, pulling me deeper under his spell, and whimpered softly when his greedy tongue plunged between my lips. He smelled of the warm summer wind, tasted of honeyed tea and cinnamon.
âGod, but you are lovely,â he said, his lips nibbling the sensitive flesh beneath my ear. âTell me youâve thought of this,â he whispered. âThat youâve wanted this as much as I have dreamt of it.â
His hand glided upward, over my waist, pushing higher until his palm closed gently over my covered breast. I squirmed beneath his fervent kisses, succumbing to the rapture of his intimate caress.
âI need toâ¦I must touch you.â
He looked at me with those mesmerizing eyes, demanding more. Despite the warring factions in my head cautioning me to end this, I could not refuse himâI did not want to refuse him.
I turned my back to him, lifting my hair to allow ease in un-buttoning my dress. His lips pressed to my exposed flesh, sending a cascade of shivers down my spine and straight to my core. Half-dressed now, I laid my cheek against the cool plaster wall, enjoying the brush of his hands as he peeled the dress slowly down over my body.
He kissed my shoulder, turning me to face him and, for a moment, we stared at each other. Frozen, I stood still as his eyes raked over me, assessing, deciding, it seemed, whether to continue. Before now, Iâd never compared