as Armida, but with a chubbiness that had its own undeniable attractions. Whatever passed between them I know not; I only know that when they looked back towards me, the ice had slightly melted.
âPerhaps your crisis will allow you time to drink chocolate with us,â Armida said in a voice freighted with light musics.
Gratefully, I sat down. âFive minutes only ⦠Then urgent business must take me elsewhere. You were enjoying the exhibition?â
âItâs tolerably familiar to us,â said Armida, waving a dismissive hand. âWhat is your crisis, sir? You have us agog, as I expect you intend.â
âWe all confront crises in our lives â¦â But that would not do. âMy father,â I said, thinking quickly, âheâs a stern man. He is forcing me to decide my future career. I have to tell him by the weekâs end whether I will enter the Army or the High Religion.â
âIâm sure your heartâs pure enough for the Church,â said Armida, smiling with enough warmth to cook an egg. âIs it not brave enough for the Army?â
âMy dilemma is that I wish as a good son to please my father, but I want to become something more fulfilling than a monk or a grenadier.â
Two pretty heads went to one side as they gazed upon me. My head was turned completely.
âWhy not,â said the brown-haired one, âbecome a player? Itâs a terribly varied career which gives pleasure to many.â
My hopes rose within me, so much so that I reached forward and seized her hand where it lay on the table. âHow kind of you to suggest it!â
Armida said, âPooh, not a player! Theyâre poor and the stories they play out are dull ⦠Itâs the lowest form of animal life! Thereâs no advancement in it.â
The effect of this speech from those lips was enough to cool my blood by several degrees, down almost to frost level. Matters were only saved by Armidaâs leaning forward and adding, confidingly, âBedalarâs latest fancy is a player â heâs handsome, grant you that â so she thinks nothing male is of any use unless it basks before the limelights every evening at seven.â
Bedalar put out a pretty tongue at her friend. âYouâre only jealous!â
Armida showed her an even prettier tongue back. I could have watched such rivalry all evening, while thinking how cordially I would receive that nimble little tongue into my own cheek. So involved were my senses that only later did Bedalarâs name register on me; I had heard it before that day.
Armidaâs air of imparting a confidence had soothed me, but there was a chill in the conversation, as the two girls gazed at each other and I gazed moodily at them.
Fortunately, chocolate arrived in a silver pot, and we occupied ourselves with drinking.
Setting down her cup, Bedalar announced that she must leave.
âWe all know whom youâre going to meet, so donât be coy,â said Armida. Turning to me as her friend left, she said, âThe new-found player. Heâs out of work, so they can enjoy a rendezvous at any old time that Bedalarâs chaperon is out of sight. I have a friend of high connection â one must not say whom â who is involved with his duty today, and many other days as well.â
I thought this was more unkindness and said, âPerhaps you wish me to leave â¦â
âYou may go or stay as you like. I didnât invite you to sit down.â
It was no good sulking before this little minx. âI came voluntarily, yes; I now find myself unable to leave voluntarily. I am already under such a spell as it would take a dozen gentlemen of connection, drunk or soberâ â I thought Iâd strike there â âto disperse.â
She half-pouted, half-laughed.
âHow silly I shall look on the street with you running behind my carriage. And you even sillier, following
Lex Williford, Michael Martone